His Abused Mate

7

I see a shadow in the bathroom doorway and I shrink back against the door, tears I didn't know i was shedding streaming down my face.

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS!!!! A guy that sounds like Alpha roars.

He stomps toward my small body on the floor and wraps a towel around my bleeding arm. I dry my eyes and see a very very very angry Alpha.

I sniff and wipe away my remaining tears "I-I need a r-release".

"A RELEASE FROM WHAT!!!

"F-From frustration, from anger from everything! I stutter, frustratingly waving my arm around "I was also so used to pain every day I'm not used to no pain. Life is too hard" my voice cracks at the end.

His eyes soften and I start to cry again. He sighs and wraps his arms around me, stroking my hair as I cry into his chest. I cry for myself, I cry for my life but most of all, I cry because I had broken my promise to myself - that I wouldn't cry no matter how much someone hurt me. It basically doesn't count since I hurt myself but I was crying because I didn't want Alpha Troy to see me weak.

***

He wraps a bandage around my arm as I hiccup. When he finished I brought my arm to my chest and quietly thank him "Thank you Alpha".

He freezes "You don't need to call me alpha".

I hiccup again and tilt my head in confusion "Huh, b-but I'm not apart of this pack?

He sighs "Only if you don't want to be, I'll leave you to think" he stands up and before he leaves he grabs my bloody razor and points it at me "And no more hurting yourself, crying next time won't help you".

I nod but i know crying is his weakness so it will always work, so long as I don't cry too much like a sissy girl does.

When I hear my door softly shut I sigh and lay on my bed, contemplating life. A million thoughts whizz through my brain at once

Why did he help me?

Why didn't he scream more?

Why was he so forgiving?

And why the heck did he ask me to join his pack? I thought he didnt like me?

Must feel sorry for me, it's the only explantation.

What should I say? Yes? No? I dunno?

I sigh and rub my head, deciding to get a shower. I get up and sort my stuff before climbing into the huge shower and scrubbing my body with my usual body wash and hair products.

***
I'm woken by squealing and my head is hit with a pillow. I groan as I hear curtains pulled aside and yellow sunlight pours into the once dark and silent room.

I grumble and bury down into the duvet, sighing in content. Before I can go to sleep again something heavy lands on me. I squeal and stick my head out of the duvet, meeting the smirking face of Hannah.

I groan "Why?

She sits up and fiddles with my duvet smiling "I told you we'd go shopping"

I groan and struggle to look at the clock next to me "Seriously, you woke me up at 6am for Shopping!?

She smiles at me "Yup" she says simply popping the 'p'.

I sigh and say, my voice muffled from my duvet "Wake me up in three hours, the mall won't be open yet".

Hannah wails but I bury deeper into the duvet and soon start to drift off.

***

I'm dragged out of bed and Hannah makes me change into this outfit