366/366 This year was full of ‘out of the blue scenes’ in my life. School year 2019-2020 ended abruptly without having the chance to say my goodbyes and thank yous in person to the people who made each day extra special and unforgettable. There wasn't any last hang-out with my friends nor group photos with my teachers and schoolmates. Woefully, a lot of tragedies have transpired. People's emotions became more apparent on social media. As I am writing this now, I have asked myself, what have I been doing since summer? Was it ever summer before then? Did I just waste 9 months of my life not doing anything extravagant? Have I been a help to others? Months spent just sleeping, eating more than usual, watching dramas and my fave kpop groups, and answering activity sheets. You know what I like about this year? It's that I'm calmer than ever. Home feels like home. I had more time to do the things I love and have invested more in self-love. I started dancing more. I still take photos, edit videos, and I still write and read when I have time. Yes, there were a lot of changes, but I think those changes became my starting point. 2020, indeed, was like a rollercoaster. For all those sleepless nights, stress cravings, loss of words to speak, the lack of motivation– despite all those, here, we are still going strong. I can still see peoples’ smiles and how I wish 2020 was not just what others think of badly. We should be proud of ourselves for surviving this terrifying ride. Most of us are anxious about what's going to happen next, but let's trust Him. Let's focus on the present. Let's always remember to share love, kindness and positivity. Cheers to 2021! 🥂
12.31.20
