Love me like you do

Part fifteen

The party continued for a couple of hours and the brunette and blond didn't spoke again after there little make out in the bedroom.

The hours past by with the hardcore people who stayed and Maya continued drinking with them and felt tipsy.

Carina didn't drink anything anymore and was more likely on the edge of sober now.

"Ohh really people.. I love you all" Maya said while sitting on the couch in general waving around to everyone who was still there. Okay.. definitely more to the edge of drunk then.

"Oh Captain my captain" Vic said, also drunk and almost fell over trying to stand on the chair to raise her glass

"Well.. these two girls are my best friends. So sorry" Andy said who was also more sober than drunk and super embarrassed by the two of them

"I have to pee" Maya said, also screaming so everyone could hear it "oh stupid shoulder" she mumbled when she try to stand up from the couch.

Carina heard the whole scene and couldn't stop laughing until she saw that Maya was in a bit of pain and walked towards her.

"Here. Take my hand, let me help you" Carina said to the blond girl who was still trying to get out comfortable without any pain.

"Thank you" Maya said now standing up and almost fell backwards again because of how drunk she was

Carina her grip tightened and hold Maya so she wouldn't fell. They were lost in each other's eyes again and felt like the whole room stopped and it was only the two of them

"You never know how drunk you are, until you are standing up from the stupid couch you are sitting on" Maya said to herself

"I know Bella, but I don't mind holding you" Carina said back, a little bit proud of herself because of how bold she is to her even like she was almost sober now

"I don't mind it either" The younger women replied, still not breaking the eye contact

"I think they are going to kiss now" Vic said to Travis and thought she was whispering. Which she definitely wasn't.

Maya and Carina smiled and then laughed when they heard Vic saying that.

"Okay. I really have to pee" Maya said breaking the only physical contact they had left yet.

Carina smiled because of everything. She felt good. Until she didn't.

"You know she loves screwing around, do you? She loves screwing me" She heard a female voice say to her from behind

Carina turned around and saw Nicole standing there with a glass of wine. She definitely was drunk, you saw it all over her face.

"Ah.. Nicole was it right?" Carina said politely sticking her hand out to shake hers.

"You know.. I thought you already left because.. I clearly heard.. and correct me if I'm wrong.. I heard Maya saying that she doesn't want you here" Carina said, feeling powerful all of a sudden. Seeing Nicole swallow and feeling intimidated was everything.

"I know.. but she didn't say that" Nicole looked over her watch "like 15 minutes ago" she said wiping the corner of her mouth with her fingers and then walked away leaving Carina speechless

Did she really just did that? Is this true?

I knew I wasn't beautiful when she said that.
I knew she was lying
See, all the girls here are gorgeous and I just...
I'm just not. Look at Nicole. I am nowhere near that.

Carina teared up a bit and walked over to Andrew. "We have to go" she said to him looking at the ground

"Whaat.. no I have fun, come on" he said then saw Carina looking up with tears in her eyes. "Okay sorry. let's go" he said

Just as they were about to leave Maya came back from the restroom and saw they were leaving

"Where you guys going" she asked confused

"Home" Carina said looking up at Maya's and the blond saw that something has happened. Something has changed.

"Wow. Wow. Hey beautiful. What's going on" Maya said, approaching her and took her hand.

"Don't call me that, I'm not. and I just want to go home" she took her hand back and looked back between Maya and Nicole. Nicole had the biggest smirk on her face.

Maya was watching everything and felt like she was sober in just one minute. Realizing that Nicole probably have said some things that isn't even true.

Carina opened the door and walked out leaving Andrew between them

"Thank you Maya, for having me-us" he said walking after Carina leaving Maya by the door with her hand in her hair.

"What- what the fff" Maya mumbled when she closed the door and walked towards Nicole

"What the hell? What did you say to her?"

"It's just karma Maya. You dumped me over and over again, and when you have the gut to invited me to a party. You screw someone else" she said with a smirk

"So it's just payback. Have a nice night" she said also walking out of Maya's house leaving Maya speechless again

Everyone was just watching the scene and as soon as Maya was looking to them they pretend like they didn't see anything and just continued talking

"Are you okay?" Andy walked towards and asked her

"I didn't even do anything wrong" she sighed and looked at Andy

"Just get me a scotch"
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Carina was now at home, all alone because she wanted that and Andrew thought that was okay. Completely alone and surrounded by her own dark thought again.

Why would she screw someone else, hours before she was with me and said that she didn't meant anything to her.
She didn't like me. She felt my body and didn't like my body.
I'm so ugly,
not good enough to anyone
I'm just.. I have to lose weight and maybe I feel better. Just be freaking normal Carina. You are not normal now.

She panicked, hard. Walked to the toilet, kneeled down at it and let everything out. Every-thing.

She knew it wasn't right. But at that moment it felt good.

A/N Sorry for the silence I was busy! Hope u guys like it