𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊

|45| She is the one

Your story is about a boy who despairs of being invisible to the girl he has desperately loved for a long time. He struggles with his life, and with her. So let me help you with your story, just like you help mine.

I'm just a boy, a boy in love.

But love is cruel, and you can't decide it alone.

It takes two, and I'm alone.

I have my flaws, probably qualities.

Her, she is perfect.

I fight daily against my demons, I need her to fight them, but she will not help me.

I am condemned to look at her from afar, like the stars, I see our love but at the same time it is already dead, I am just convinced that it is there, whereas it has disappeared for a very long time already.

I can see her, but she can't see me.

I would give everything so that she knows how much she means to me.

So that she would know how much I admire her.

She's a fighter, I'm just a cowardly lover, too scared to admit it.

She could surely do it better than me, she can do everything.

I have to give the impression of being crazy, the truth is that I'm crazy about her. What is missing, why doesn't she notice me?

I am not the hero she is looking for, but I can protect her from all dangers.

I could be everything I am not today if she asked me to.

Because I said it before, I'm crazy about her.

No matter the age, the reason.

I know what my heart needs, and this is her.

She is unique to me and yet so special.

She's the one.

I was her friend, her confidant.

What happened to us?

Her smile was enough for my day, and it's still enough.

But knowing that it is no longer for me leaves me with a bitter taste.

We knew each other by heart, she laughed for me, and now she probably laughs at me.

I would like to know what happened to fix it.

But the problem is that I have no idea.

If I knew, I would have already moved heaven and earth to repair it.

I'm broken and she's the only one who can fix me.

I wish I could fix myself, but it's impossible because she alone knows how to do it.

We are two sides of the same coin, and that is what we are right now, opposites.