Our Fallout: A Second Chance

Twenty Nine

Chapter 29:
Lies after lies

I looked at Kristine who was standing awkwardly that doesn't know what to do. "I'll just fix this." saka ko siya hinalikan sa noo at umalis na.

Halos madaling araw na nung nakauwi si Will. Agad naman akong napatayo para lumapit sakanya. "Will—" he shut me instantly.

"Don't you even dare talk about what happened this morning." he gritted his teeth with frustration and anger.

"I'll just pretend I didn't see anything this morning. Stay away from her or else we'll see each other in court. Buong Andrada ang kakalabanin mo. This is a warning, Celestine. Kung may konting respeto ka pang natitira sa akin." diing sabi niya at nilagpasan ako.

Parang nanghina ako sa sinabi niya. Anong bang pinasok ko? Why did I make things complicated by marrying him?

"I'll talk to Don Andres." I said with finality to Kristine. Kanina pa ako nag iisip kung paano aayusin to. Kung mapupunta sa kulungan, unang una palang talo na ako.

"What? Kristine, I know this is a stupid move but maybe I can make a deal with Don Andres since he likes business so damn much." sabi ko sakanya na ikinailing niya.

"We're not going to process our annulment anymore—" she dropped out of nowhere "What?" saka ko siya tinitigan ng maayos.

"Are you fucking kidding me? After trying to win me back you'll step away just because Will caught us? Bakit? Takot ka ba na baka idamay niya ang business ng Sales?" hindi makapaniwalang sabi ko.

I can't believe what she just said!

"This is wrong..." naiiyak niyang sabi. "If you know this was wrong from the very start why did you even come back? Putang ina! Hindi ako nakikipagbiruan dito, Kristine. Stop this fucking shits you're talking about." halos mapasigaw ako sa galit.

Akala ko tapos na kami sa mga ganitong issue tapos bigla na naman niyang ilalabas?!

"We're planning to have a baby this month." wala sa sariling sabi niya.

Shit.

Shit naman!

"Stop using your baby card at me! You said you're willing to risk anything for me and come out to the world. What happened to that? Ano yon? Kristine, ano yon? Biruan lang? Pag nahuli tayo gagamitin mo yang anak mong rason at tatakbo ka mag isa? Ganon ba yon?" halos mapasabunot ako sa buhok ko dahil sa inis.

I can't understand.

Ang hirap umintindi ng paulit ulit. Paulit ulit na rason.

"Ganyan ka eh! Ang dali dali mong sumuko. Wala pa tayo sa umpisa sumusuko ka na agad. Ang dali dali mo akong takbuhan at bitawan. Itapon kung wala ka ng nararamdaman." I said crying my eyes out.

"Kristine, you don't even have to do anything. I only told you to wait while I fix my issues but look what you're doing right now? Instead of being my side to support me— you're hurting me instead. You're hurting me again..." halos mapiyok ako pero wala siyang masabi.

Nakatingin lang kung saan na tila ayaw niya akong pakinggan.

"Ang dali dali mo akong saktan. Tapos ano? Pag okay na babalik kang parang walang nangyari? Ako naman tong si tanga. Isang sorry mo lang titiklop na ako agad. Isang halik mo lang tatanggapin na kita agad. Isang tawag mo lang sa akin, nandyan na ako agad." hindi sa nanunumbat ako pero ang sakit.

Ang sakit yung hindi naman ako ang naghabol pero siya pa mismo ang mang iiwan sa akin.

I tried my best to move on and when I'm at the edge of moving on you'll suddenly come back like nothing happened.