Her dreams

chapter 3

~part of her mystery
Is how she is calm
In the storm and
Anxious in the quiet

Everyone is sitting in the living room,mrkim and Mrs Lee talking to each other, bangpink talking to each other but here yn is sitting quietly listening to their talks or maybe lost in her own world,the world of her dreams.suddenly Mr Kim asked yn making her come out of her dreams
Mrkim:yn you Study in the same school as them(bangpink)right?
Yn nodded.
Mrkim:how are they in school?did you meet any of them in school?
Yn shook her head and said no mr Kim I did not meet anyone of them in school.
Mr Kim nodded his head.
Here lisa and jungkook thinking she is in our class didn't she see us were we really invisible to her not like other girls at all,hmmm she is different.
After sometime maid came to say that dinner is ready.they all went to the dining table for dinner yn walking slowly and at last she saw a sit between yoongi and jhope having no choice she sat there.
Everyone started eating food while talking to each other and yn just staring at her food,which was noticed by Mr Kim and Mrs Lee and soon bangpink noticed it too.
Mrs Lee:baby why are you not eating food?
Mr Kim:did you not like food?do you want something else?
Yn:no I am just not hungry.
She said in low voice which was heard by everyone.
Mrs Lee:yn at least eat Little you seem so weak after these 5 years you skipped breakfast too.
By this bangpink remembered that they didn't see her in cafeteria for lunch too tho they don't look around but whenever any student comes so suzy the queen of school which she is not bullies the new student and makes a scene but today there was no scene which means yn didn't come in cafeteria.
Lisa: Mrs Lee I think yn didn't take her lunch too cause we didn't see her in cafeteria.
She spoke coldly but politely.
Hearing this yn sighed and thought who is she to tell my mom this?
Mrs Lee bacame a little upset and said why are you doing this honey you should not skip meals it will affect your health I do not want to see you like that again.
Yn understood what she meant by again(once in childhood yn refused eating food as her father had gone for business work for 2 days and she skipped the meals for one day next morning while walking through stairs she fell unconscious.)
Bangpink and Mr Kim were confused what she meant by again but shrugged off.
Yn:mom I ate after school.i was in library and didn't hear the bell for lunch.
Mrs Lee just nodded.
They continued eating and yn also ate a little.
Everyone had finished eating dinner then Mrs Lee and Mr Kim stood up and said"we are getting married kids"
Bangpink knew this so they were unbothered.
Here yn's mind went blank her face was emotionless.her mom panicked thinking she is gonna be angry.
Mrs Lee: sorry baby I did not tell you earlier.
Yn came out of her thoughts when she heard her mom's panicked voice but still after hearing this yn was calm and said"it's ok mom it's your life"
Mrs Lee hugged her and said you are best daughter baby.
Yn hugged her back.
But are you the best mother she said in her mind but cursed herself right after in mind for thinking this and argued back in her mind saying of course she is best mother but she just can't accept it that her mom didn't give her the love she needed.
Mrs Lee broke the hug and faced towards bangpink who were in shock to see yn was so calm .
Mrs Lee:kids are you ok with this marriage?
She asked them softly and a little nervously.
Bangpink:we are ok Mrs Lee.
Mrs Lee: thank you kids*warm smile*
Bangpink felt emotions running in their hearts seeing her warm smile and calling them kids.
Yn whispered to her mom"mom how long I want to sleep"
Her mom chuckled lightly"wait sometime baby I need to talk something to your dad until you talk to your siblings"
Yn nodded but rolled her eyes internally saying stepfather and stepsiblings in mind
Mr Kim and Mrs Lee went somewhere inside any room.leaving yn sitting with bangpink.
Jisoo:yn how old are you?*Lil cold*
Yn:15*cold*
Jisoo nodded.
Jin:we haven't introduced each other i am Jin and I am 22.*small smile*
Jisoo:I am Jin's twin jisoo*smile*
Yoongi:yoongi,21*tired tone*
Jennie:Jennie,yoongi's twin*coldly*
Namjoon:I am namjoon,20*Lil smile*
Jhope:I am jhope namjoon's twin*sunshine smile*
Jimin:jimin,19*coldly*
Taehyung: taehyung,19*glaring at her*
Rose: rose,19*Lil cold*
Jungkook: jungkook,18*bunny smile*
Lisa: lisa ,18*small smile*
Seems like I am the youngest yn thought in her mind and sighed.
Yn:I am yn,15*coldly*
They were shocked by her cold voice.
Hope they don't talk further,i hate talking and also to someone I do know at all she said in her mind.
Didn't you wanted to talk to someone who could understand you her inner voice said.
I wanted but there is no one in this world she said to herself in mind.