The Girl I left Behind(4)

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 The title is inspired from TahliePurvis work. And I call "The girl he left behind "As one of the most influential books in Wattpad. Although this poem has nothing to do with her book and something solely related to my own work-Tangled Pixie. I thank her for giving me an awesome read.


ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।


Should I go back to her, she will accept me,I know for sure,

She loves me, but is it fair to her -to be my last choice;

There is nothing more wonderful than her, Special I was,

Honored I am to be treated special by her,but should I?


I told her I love her unknowingly, But did I stay?

No,conscience-I left her behind,

I don't, I love some one else-Right? 'No,you fool,that's force'

My inner voice said-but then I left her behind.


My girl,My love, My destiny,My smile,Each of those words,

Slipped my tongue,without effort and then it all died too,

She left without complaints, after all, I told her not to hope,

She didn't have right to ask she said, she wanted me to stay.


I remember the day,someone called between our hug,

And I took the call-I left her behind.

And then I threw her out, no mercy, yet she succumbed,

She did not hate-And I left her behind.


Even in that day, she loved me as I touched her, 

I was her most innate positive addiction, she said,

Little did I know how negative I was to her, 

She tried to leave the planet when I called her a mistake.


What right do I have to claim her love, She was a goddess,

She forgave like a priest-but yet I left her behind.

Now the only question is should I go back, Go back to my girl,

I can't because then I will make another girl I left behind.


Is it right to live in this lie? Both needs the truth, 

And thus I decided to take my chance and it turns,

My date was waiting for my word to leave me,

She never loved me, commitment she stayed.



In the frenzy to do the word justice, we both destroyed our lives,

We stayed with each other and I left my girl behind.

And then it was a rush,a rush to the girl who loved me to bits,

"I love you",she smiled-the girl I left behind.


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Quote:

"All that she could think was that she needed him.She needed his arms around her, needed him to hold her and whisper that they'd find a way to be together."-The Last Song -Nicholas Sparks.


Written in my need for him to make his way back to me,

Written in hope we would find our way back into love.

~Chaahat





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