Shina P.O.V
"I'm here!" I shouted once i entered the room
"Aish! Why are you late?!" Sowon unnie said
"What? I just arrived just a second late... so you call that late? The trainers and recorders aren't even here Unnie"
She just stood there shocked while i was staring coldly at her even if i don't know why
"Why a-are you even acting s-so c-cold today?"
"Wae huh?! So now you care?!" I then quickly cover my mouth
Why am i like this?
Is it because of someone?
Is it because i miss this guy so much...
But i just met him today....
Again...
We just reunited...
But why do i feel strange...
Why do i feel angry that i left him?
Why do i feel that i've changed?
I always experience this weird things...
I feel like...
Not normal...
Like...
I'm not myself...
I feel like...
Someone powerful is controling my body withour permission...
"M-mianhe u-unnie b-but i-i c-can't p-practice today..."
I ran as fast as i could away from here...
Away from Seoul...
Away from the place where i saw him... again
My secret spot... that he and him used to hang out on...
Me and him are here with friends too when we used to be here, playing...
But sometimes i just wanted to stay away from the noise, the polluted air, and the lights
I want a normal life but i still want to be an idol...
The tears were forming...
Trying not to fall, and because i can control the emotions i have, i did not let it fall...
Because of leaving him earlier...
I became guilty...
Just as i thought that he forgot the place along with the one i liked since grade 1, he was there sitting at the sofa...
"What are you doing here?" I told him
"I should be the one asking you that.."
"This is where i used to sort out my thoughts with the fun memories i used to share with my friend Daehwi, Jinyoung, Jihoon, Euiwoong and Woojin"
He gasped for a bit...
"How did you know that? Unless..." then he gasped again
"NaNa?!" I smiled and the tears fell just like that but not because of guilt...
It was tears of both joy and sadness...
"I miss you oppa..." i just hugged him
"You too" he was shushing me from crying
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The Life as a Idol •K-Pop FANFIC• ✔
Fanfiction(Highest rank in Fanfiction, #228!??) Park Shina, a 17 year old girl that is blessed with beauty and talents. She can sing as beautiful as an angel, she can dance perfectly, and she can rap... Pretty odd for a teenager, right? Her family is as rich...
