escapril

catharsis: it feels so good.

picked you apart
cherry drop
it felt so good to feel you in fragments

at the beginning, i was so optimistic
but my heart was born half empty
and my head declares civil wars daily

but i digress

lovely thing, so earnest and sincere
words always intending to be clear
god, i'd love to wear your brains for a bit

stroll around in you dirty thoughts
take a peek at what makes you tick
then make a right at daddy issues

but i'm careening off of a cliff
and smashing the television
keeping the shower water on bloody hot hell

got that relief
such a chaotic antidote
what a way to erase the tension

your lips pursed, colored cornelian
could pluck it off your face like candy
pop it in like a cough drop

my symptoms removed
but the cause remains

if feels so good. it feels so good.
to know i'm in control
of myself

a/n: that's all.