Baby Boy (Jeongchan)

Chapter 50

"I'm not sorry for beating you up" Jeongin stated, taking a sip of the drink.

"I wasnt going to ask that" Shalisa said, glaring at him.

"Yeah I know, I was just stating" Jeongin shrugged looking into his cup.

Shalisa took a breath, "I heard about what happened with you and Chan"

Jeongin looked up at her, excepting her to be mad but all he saw was sadness in her eyes.

He did feel guilty about it, to say the least. Even though she had practically helped Chan with cheating on him, Chan had made his choice and they were officially dating...meaning Chan did technically cheat on her with him.

"I know you may hate me for it," Jeongin chugged down the rest of his drink.

"But it's not like you dont deserve it because you kind of do"

"I don't hate you, Jeongin" Shalisa said taking hold of his cup.

"You dont?" Jeongin asked surprised, his eyes following her as she stood up and headed to the door of the kitchen.

"I dont" She said giving a smile and walking into the kitchen to pour him another drink.

Many, many drinks later, Shalisa sat in front of a wasted Jeongin.

He was laughing at everything that came out her mouth, almost falling out his chair.

She smirked as Jeongin chugged down the rest of his drink and slammed it on the table.

"I'm going to go join the party" He said standing up, his legs wobbling slightly.

"Hold on, let me get you one last drink" Shalisa said with a smirk on her face.

"Okay" Jeongin said cheerfully twirling around.

Shalisa grabbed his cup and entered the kitchen, tossing his cup in the bin. She opened a new package of solo cups and grabbed a new one, it looked pretty.

It was a pastel pink and suited Jeongin's style. Looking at all the drinks aligned she settled on vodka.

Pouring a large amount of vodka inside, she placed the cup on the counter.

Looking around, she made sure she was alone (beside the past out person on the floor, she thinks his name was John) before reaching in her pocket and taking out a tiny pill.

"This should do the trick" She said quietly, holding the capsule above the drink ready to crack it open. But for some reason she couldnt.

Putting the pill beside the cup, she placed her hands on either side of her on the counter.

She stared at it, her hands gripping at the edge of the counter, she felt anger fire up in her.

"Chan broke up with me because of you" She seethed staring at the cup.

"He was just getting over you but then you had to come and take him away" Tears filled her eyes burning them.

"I hate you" She whispered as tears fell down her cheeks, she gripped the edge of the counter tightly as she let out a sob and placed her forehead down on the cool surface.

She took a deep breath in through her nose and lifted her head. Taking the pill, she lifted the pill above the cup once again.

She let out a sigh and closed her eyes, tears still falling down her cheeks.

"Its not his fault" She whispered. She turned and placed the cup by the sink, the pill along side it. Quickly getting a red solo cup and pouring some vodka in it.