I'll fuck your dad😋// g(y/n)xg!p

Hurt~Part 35

Y/n's POV:

Billie started to open her eyes and I jumped up and stood next to her. She passed out, and Jayden helped me put her on my bed. Jayden left about an hour ago. Billie was still laying there as she opened her eyes completely. "Fuck... what happened?" She asked as she sat up and looked around. When her eyes met with mine, tears formed in her eyes again. I went over and hugged her. "I-I'm sorry....." "it's ok Billie.... can you tell me what happened?" Billie nodded. "I-I.... well....a-another girl.....k-kissed me a-at the p-party...." I felt my heart break and tears formed in my eyes. "Did you kiss back?" I asked her softly. She instantly pulled away and looked into my eyes. "Y/n, I swear on my life, I did not kiss back. She forced her lips onto mine and had me pressed against a door. It was a split second, I kicked her after I noticed what was happening. I fucking love you, I feel like shit, I'm the fucking worst girlfriend ever." She paused. "Fuck.... your gonna break up with me aren't you...." I shook my head no, tears still running down my face. I gently placed my lips on hers, making sure to be calm and slow. We kissed each other slowly, things never getting heated. I slowly pulled away and wiped the tears off her face. "Billie, it's fine. I'm glad you told me." When Billie came to my house, I saw her broken. Her eyes were filled with sadness. I could tell she regretted it. "I love you." I said, holding her hand. "Oh gosh y/n, I love you too. I love you so fucking much. I was so scared of how you were gonna react.... I was so scared for us..... I was so scared and I just can't fucking live without you. I love you more than anything in the world...." I brought her into a warm hug. "You wanna cuddle and watch a movie?" I asked her, in a soft whisper. "Yes... I would like that. Can I be little spoon this time?" She asked, as I turned on the tv. "Sure baby." I laid down and Billie snuggled into me. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead countless times. A girl forced Billie into a kiss, and Billie thought it was her fault. It wasn't. I understood her. I'm just gonna keep a closer eye on her from now on. "Billie." "Yea?" "Why did you go to Lindsays party and not tell me?" Billie froze for a second. "Zoe said it would be fun... and it wasn't. She had good intentions though. I don't blame her. I didn't tell you because she dragged me there last second." I grabbed her chin and brought our lips together. "Billie, i fucking love you." Billie smiled. "I love you too..." I looked at her, a bit confused. "Are you ok?" I asked her. "You seem off.... like since you got here." She looked down in silence. "Billie, you know you can tell me anything, right?" "I know, I'm just tired right now... it's late...." I looked at the time:

1:05am

"Oh, your right." I turned off the t.v. and let Billie cuddle into me again. She fell asleep in my arms and I rubbed her back slowly. There's something she's not telling me.... something else that broke her. Something bigger. Maybe she was drunk and hooked up with the girl? Maybe the girl raped her? Also, who was the girl? I fell asleep before my thoughts could wander any farther.

"Billie look at me." Billie has been so quiet since she woke up. We are now eating breakfast, and she hasn't said a single word. Billie's eyes met with mine. "Tell me what's going on. Please I wanna help you. I swear I won't hurt you. In fact, I feel hurt that your not opening up to me." That did it. "Ok, your right. I'm sorry... it's just hard...." "do you want me to guess what happened?" Billie nodded. "Ok... did something else happened at the party?" Billie nodded, yes. "Ummmm... did you like kiss her back or something like that? We're you drinking?" She shook her head, no. "Did you hook up with the girl and you told me it was just a kiss?" Billie shook her head, no. I sighed. "Did the girl.... rape you?" Billie froze and I saw her eyes become watery. Holy fuck. I sat there in both silence and shook. Billie cleared her throat. "....it was a boy...." she said softly. "A boy kiss you and then raped you?" "No, a girl kissed me and then a boy raped me...." I had no idea what it felt like to be raped. I brought Billie into a hug and I rubbed her back slowly. "Did you know who he was or what he looked like?" "He had blonde hair and green eyes.... that's all I know. No one else was outside in the pool when it happened.." I wanted to blame someone. I wanted to get revenge on someone, but I had no one to blame. "Billie, your strong. Your a survivor. I love you so fucking much. I-I have no idea how to help... but I'll try my best... but right now we have school and we can't skip or we won't be able to graduate...." Billie got up. "I know, I don't wanna skip. I just want things to go back to normal... that's all." "Of course baby. Come on, I'll drive us."

We walked into school and some people gave us confused looks. I'm guessing they all thought I would've broke up with her. "Y/n, did you see the video? Billie fucking cheated-" "Shut the fuck up." I flipped him off and our classses went by pretty fast.

lunch time.

I watched the video and Billie didn't fucking lie. It was clear that the girl forced Billie to kiss her and Billie wanted nothing to do with her. I tried to avoid the situation to the best of my ability. Billie and I sat at a different table alone, since Billie said she didn't wanna talk with anyone other than me. We were both talking and everything was going great, I finally got Billie to laugh. Gosh how I missed her laugh. Yes, everything was going great.... until Lindsay showed up. "OMG, Billie I have been looking for you all day." Billie quickly stopped laughing and frowned. "What the fuck do you want Lindsay." "Chill girl, I just wanted to tell Billie that I'm sorry about my sister." I looked at her confused. "What did your sister do?" "My sister was the one who kissed your girlfriend yesterday." My blood=boiling. "Also, my best friend Andrew said he had fun with you in the pool. Don't know what he was talking about, but I guess it's not my business. K, anyways, that's all. Bye Billie, bye cutieeee." She winked at me and left with a smirk.

A/n's: us, on our way to kill these bitchesssss:🔪👁👄👁🔪