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Belles Pov:
"Belle wake up" a small voice whispered from behind me.
I lightly groaned, not even bothering to open my eyes.
"Belle, I bought Starbucks. And I have some good news" as soon as I heard Starbucks my eyes shot open.
"Here you go" the voice was Joe. I smiled as he handed me a vanilla latte and a small blueberry muffin.
"Thankyou" I squeaked. "now what's that good news you were talking about?" I weakly smiled.
All the thoughts of this week has crept into my mind and I was lying in jakes hospital bed next to him.
"The doctors are going to try to wake jake up today" Joe smiled.
"Really?" He's not ready to be woken up. "Are you sure?" I questioned Joe. I had a bad feeling about this.
"Yep." Joe smiled. A small frown crept onto my face.
"What's wrong Belle?" He asked
"I just ugh I have this out deep down in my stomach telling me it's too soon, that he's not going to be ok" I sighed.
"Belle he will be ok" Joe tried to reassure me.
"What if he's not, you don't know what it's like to almost loose your brother or sister once, but three times. Three fucking times I've been sat in the hospital by my brothers bedside, seeing his lifeless body there. Three times and people always say third time lucky, and what happens if he finally gets what he wants, what happens if he leaves me. I can't risk losing him Joe I just can't. I'd do anything for him to wake up and be okay. But it's not what he wants. He wants to leave all his pain and misery. leave my mum, leave my sister, but out of everything he wants to leave me.
It won't fucking be okay Joe it will never be oh fucking kay." I yelled
He just looked shocked. I didn't know I had that in me.
He just got up to leave, but I needed him here
"Wait joe I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. It's just ugh I'm so mad at myself for not moving With my mum to Canada and I just" I cried but he cut me off
"It's okay Isabelle, you need to get it off your chest and I understand. I'm really glad you didn't move to Canada because I wouldn't have my amazing girlfriend, and you shouldn't fell guilty for not moving because it's not your fault that he's like this, it's never been your fault." Joe sighed. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my back into his chest, both of us. Staring at jake.
"It is" I squeaked
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~chapter 20 part 1.
I felt like doing it in two parts idfk.
LITTLE CLIFFHANGER FOR YOU.
ALSO I REALLY NEED SOME GOOD IDEAS FOR WHO CAN OLAY BELLE, SHE NEEDS TO HAVE BLUE EYES AND LONG BROWN HAIR. AND IT CANT BE ZOE.
how are you guys?
Love yall
~belle xxx
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fairytales // joe sugg (DISCONTINUED)
Fanfictionlife cant always be the fairy tale you want it to be, and believe me i know this, but even the tiniest bit of hope, will lead me down the path to self destruction, but he was there to pick me up and glue me back together when i lost all hope.
