Gallery Heart

The Light

Man loves for his benefit
Man loves for his gain
Man loves for what's good for him
But Man loves in vain
God loves out of his nature
God loves for our gain even when that gain caused his pain to the point he died broken in pain yet not once did he curse our names. On the drop of a dime we're quick to reply "God why have you abandoned us ?"
If I was God I'd reply "Where's your faith ? Did I not die for you as you spat in my face ? No matter the trial & tribulation You suffer man because you lack any faith for me to make it better. "
God loves to save that which is lost
God loves to unlock our light
Yet man professes he hates God and yet in his earthly ways seeks delight yet all the money in the world and the diamonds and the girls and the drugs and the liquor cannot soothe the darkest pain that rests in our souls that we call our "subconscious" as we try to hide in our material worlds.
God is the light yet man will refuse his existence yet in his darkness try and find the light
while everyday rejecting the lights existence trying to separate God and light and now his own intellect is what he'll call to be right
that this is the light & he'll think himself right by writing books about his realizations in life that there is no God that there's no healing in life & he'll bathe in his madness with the masses who propagate him with media lights he'll think he knows it all as long as an audience entertains his light
He really thinks that he is a God no scratch that he is God ,
Yet in the shadows wonders blindly in his darkness still seeking answers to why the simplest questions about himself he can't answer
Like why did my mother die?
Why do I still cry? Why do I still ask these questions when I've studied and made all the answers ? Why is it still dark? Why am I still not happy? why am I still hiding this side of me from mans eye? Why do I still have doubt? Why do I still not know peace & that when my theories are proven wrong what light is there to give me peace....? Yet he won't ever find his light because he rejects the very being that has always been the light, God. -vonsensei