Gallery Heart

Random Love Letter Pt 2.

Against my better judgement
I opened up my heart to you.
Somewhere inside of me
I had this compassion for you
This passion for you
To not wanna see anymore bad happen to you
Your whole life you've been physically, emotionally, even spiritually abused
And I wanted to prove to you that I could give you better than your circumstances
Somewhere inside I wanted to see you smile
I wanted you to live the happiness you didn't get as a child
But Some where Inside me I felt you couldn't be changed
But I believed in possibility
Because just like you me changing to me used to be an impossibility
So I felt that I had this responsibility
To see if I could change not you but your perception
To see life in a better perspective
To lead you in a better direction
Because my intentions were 100% love
But I was wrong
Despite all that I gave
You turned turned the cold shoulder to my affection
For what you left for what do you have now
But regret and sad eyes under your brow
You frown heavy drink heavy smoke heavy sex heavy ya heart must feel heavy and you keep acting like its not there
But I know you better
I know how you're living is so fake
To act like you don't feel at all
When I can see your scars
Still open for the world to see
You can't hide that with Hennessy Or weed or man made no hope philosophies
I see you could be so much better,
but you won't come out of your walls won't answer when I knock with bloody knuckles
And I hope you find out before you die
That there's more than your pain
That there's sunshine after rain
That there's happiness in storms
That it's okay for love to form
And that when it's real it's never deformed.
I hope you're informed one day
That there's better before you die.
Even if I'm not the one to give it you.
-Vonsensei