James
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"Stupid, stupid, stupid!" I yelled at myself angrily.
I was sitting on my bed, thinking about the conversation Harlee and I had just had. I could not believe how poorly I'd handled the situation.
I made her cry!
How could I have been so stupid?
Why didn't I just tell her the truth??
I threw my head back in fury, forgetting there was a wooden headboard
behind me.
My head smacked against it.
Hard.
The pain made me even more furious.
I started taking my anger out on my room.
I yanked the comforter from my bed and tossed it behind me.
I flipped my mattress over toppling it onto my nightstand.
I pulled some of my drawers out and dumped them onto the carpet.
Perhaps I was being melodramatic, or perhaps it was hormones, I didn't know. I just knew I was angry and needed to release the rage inside me.
"James!" a female voice called out to me.
I dropped the drawer I'd been about to dump out to see a gaping Lizzie
standing in my doorway. Confusion, concern, and shock were all written on her countenance.
Tired out from my meltdown, I sighed and sank to the floor.
"What do you want?" I asked her.
She continued staring at me as if I was a stranger in the house.
"Um, to know why you're tearing your room apart?" she said.
I rolled my eyes at that. "Like you care."
She folded her arms and entered the room cautiously. "Hey, I care, okay?"
"No, you don't! Stop trying to act like you do all of a sudden. You've never been anything, but mean to me!" I shouted at her.
Lizzie didn't defend herself, surprisingly. She just nodded her head and said to me, "I know, and I'm owning up to it. Because I'm genuinely sorry."
I didn't know what to say to that.
Lizzie? Apologizing? This must be some kind of false reality, I thought.
"Yeah, right," I replied skeptically.
"I am," she persisted, taking a seat beside me on the floor.
"That's why I have been trying to be nice to you lately."
"Because you feel guilty?" I scoffed.
"Well yeah, and 'cause..." she sighed. "I'll be a senior this year, and then it's off to college. And I don't want your only memories of me to be bad ones. I haven't always been the best sister, and I want to try to be from now on."
Her admission left me speechless for a second. Lizzie expressing authentic remorse for her actions was so out of character for her. But since she was genuinely apologetic, I knew it was only fair I apologized too.
"Thanks," I found my voice. "And I'm sorry for all the times I've been a jerk to you."
She nodded.
"But don't worry," I went on.
YOU ARE READING
The summer we turned thirteen (Published)
Teen FictionHarlee Ramirez and James Whitmire have been best friends since they were nine years old. Harlee is bold and outspoken while James is shy and reserved. And their differences make the dynamic of their friendship special. So special that Harlee always...