A car accident started it all.
Being pushed away
Smart remarks
And overall memory lost!!
*Amari*
How can she not, we are in love, the feelings, the healing we put into this for her not to remember me.
I don't know want to feel, how to feel, what t...
It's been 2 months in a half since Indigo and I last talked about us. I honestly think she not interested in that anymore, her and that Dawn girl have gotten closer. Enough of that tho.
This weekend we are going on a trip. T and I set up this trip 3 weeks ago. I invited Sanjay cuz why not. Sanjay and I have been hanging out a lot. I made it clear to her that I wasn't looking for a relationship or anything, we are just friends.
Right now I was at the mall shopping for cute outfits and swimsuits. I seen this one swimsuit on a website and I just hope they got it in stores. When I walked in and I instantly spotted it. I grabbed my size, and looked around for some more. I really was looking for short pants and crop tops or tube tops. I shopped until I felt I had enough then I headed to the food court. Really was in the mood for some wings. I got me a 10 piece mild wing, loaded fries with a strawberry lemonade. After getting my food I headed to the car. I put my bags in the car and I ate my food on the way home. When I got home I put my bags in the closet, got into something more comfortable and went into the front room then put on a movie. During the movie I got a text from Sanjay asking could she come over cuz she was bored and she missed me. Of course I said sure cuz I kind of missed her too. We haven't hung out in bout a week and a half cuz we've both been busy. I went into my bathroom and freshened up before she came. In like 20 minutes later I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and came face to face with a smiling Sanjay.
"Wassup..." she said coming in as I stepped to the side
"Hey..." I said smiling cuz she was just looking at me
"I missed you girl..." she said wrapping her arms around my waist
"I miss you too big head..." I said wrapping my arms around her neck
We let each other go and she sat in the couch and I sat down too.
"What you watching?" She asked looking at me
"I was watching cartoon but if you wanna watch something else we can..." I said handing her the remote
"Nah I wanna talk..." she said sitting the remote on the side of her
"What you wanna talk about??" I asked looking at her
"I wanna know what happened between you and Indigo, because couple months ago y'all were in love but now y'all act like y'all not together..." she said looking at me
"Oh I didn't tell you, huh..." I said she shook her head no
"Well, one night Indigo was on her way to a kick back. She stopped at a red light and a car hit her from behind. She flipped and hit a tree. In the car accident she hit her head which caused memory lost. Now she doesn't remember anything about me or about our relationship..." I said explaining
"So she doesn't remember being with you??" She asked
"Nope, then one day she found the book I used to write our memories in. When she found it she thought I was this delusional bitch and thought I was making shit up. She was soooo upset. But then she apologize for acting crazy then we started talking about us then Dawn came around now she's not interested in talking about us anymore..." I said messing with my fingers
"Seems like she moved on, you should too..." she said
"But it's not that easy to move on from Indigo. I can't just move just like that. Indigo gave me feelings that I never felt before, because of that I fell deep for her. Even tho she doesn't remember me, my feelings are still there for her. If one day she remembers me and want to get back together I'm willing to do that because I love her. I know it sound crazy but it's how I feel. It's crazy how a person has you wrapped around their finger and don't even know it..." I said and shaking my head at the last part
"Yeah I know that feeling. I was like that with my ex. Even when she wasn't interested, I was still there and willing to be with her despite the other shit..." she said
"What happen with y'all??" I asked looking up at her
"She lost interest. I mean I kind of had a feeling she was losing interest because she wasn't acting like she was before. We didn't hang alone as much. When I wanted to do something romantic she was busy. She stopped having sex with me completely. Then later she finally told me she wasn't interested anymore. She was interested in someone else. Sooo because I loved her I let her go so she could be happy..." she said
"Shit is crazy..." I said and she nodded agreeing "Well enough of being broken hearted bitches..." I said making her laugh "Let's talk about something exciting, like this trip we finna take this weekend..." I said smiling
"I'm sooo ready..." she said
"Me too boo. Oooo cuz I got a cute 2 piece and some cute outfits..." I said doing my lil happy dance
"You still be doing that lil dance??" Sanjay asked laughing
"Yes girl, this my happy dance..." I said doing it again
"I'm soo happy for this little vacay cuz I need it..." she said
"I know right..." I said laying my head in her lap
She looked down at me and smiled.
"What??" I asked looking at her smiling
"Your so cute..." she said touching my hair
"Awww thank you..." I said smiling
We talked a lil bit more until we found a movie to watch. We watched the movie and ended up falling asleep on the couch.
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