Perpetual Infatuation

5: Giving a Try

Sorry for the mistakes

Nandini's pov

Finally, my so called friends came back after having their fun night. I also had a fun night just minus the part where Manik patted my head

" So much about not ditching? " I complaint to them as soon as they came, they all gave me their sorry look which I ignored

" Don't talk to me " I yelled going towards the exit door when I saw something, more like someone which stopped my feet

There was my crush, heavily making out with I don't know whom, inbetween the exit door and the staircase

His head was below the girl's collar bone while his hands were roaming all over her. The girl was all over him, pulling him more into her.

The girl has everything which would attract any guy. She was tall, slim, hot and classy.

Shaking my head a little, I looked down to see myself and saw my jeans, chocolate stained top, a messy bun and very short height which is nowhere comparable to her.

No matter how much I will try, I would never be that girl.

What I felt at that moment was something, I can't explain even If I want to. It wasn't like I have never seen him with any other girl, its just that today It hurts more than before.

I don't know why

Seeing me stopped, my friends came beside me to ask what happen, but stop when they saw where I was looking

I didn't know what their reaction was, as I was busy with my own silly, stupid, idiot, foolish heart

" Nandini " Zara whispered making me avert my gaze from him

I felt Divya wrapping her hands around my shoulder, they all were looking at me with a concerned face

I am strong enough to handle this.

" What? Its ok, I'm totally fine " I said chuckling a little

They didn't said anything only gave me a hug, which made me realise that I'm anything but okay.

We started walking to the door which was unfortunately just beside him. Suddenly he turned back breathing heavily and his eyes met with mine

I didn't know what to say or do, but he plainly ignored me like I never existed, or we didn't talked sometimes back.

He was staring or more like glaring at me like I'm some stranger, the girl beside him was pulling his head again and again towards her, Not wanting to make the situation anymore awkward, I smiled a little and left

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The next day after the club night was Sunday, so all I did was sleep, eat and binge watch " The Expanse".

I love sci-fi series!

My friends tried to tell me that its okay and they are here for me, but I didn't wanted to talk.

I mean there is nothing to talk about!
Its not like we are in a relationship of any kind. He can do anything, and I am no one to stop him because its his life.

Yep, it did hurt but as they say you can't control everything so, its okay.

I guess

" Guys, big deal. Jovi, you have crush on every other person on this planet, so, it doesn't mean that they can't do anything, right? " I said to my friends once again trying to tell them that its fine