Koi No Yokan ___ Inevitable Love

17. I missed your stupid face

Ji-ah's POV:

I woke up with the sunlight slapping my face but I still smiled as my eyes opened to a new day. I have been sleeping well without any troubles for a freaking, long while now but last night I slept with so much contentment that I can't be happier. I exhaled with satisfaction and got to work. 

I didn't tie my hair in a bun yet again and went downstairs, humming. I quickly fixed breakfast for Omma and me. My cheerful morning didn't go unnoticed by omma she even asked me a load of questions when I came home last night but what was I  supposed to tell her? That I've fallen for someone? 

I've embraced my emotions for Han seojun but that's all, that's how far I've been. Realizing and accepting, I don't know what to do with these emotions. He's in love with someone already and one thing that I know for sure is that I'm not going to settle for leftovers.

 All these what-ifs and questions are really complex and scary I'd rather enjoy this new feeling rather than sulking about what's about to come in the near future and what's bound to happen. At least I've something or should I say someone to look forward to, life seems a bit colorful. Gosh, I'd die off puking if someone behaves around me like I'm behaving. Anyways let's get going.

I was supposed to meet go woon-ah directly at the bus stop but I've been waiting here for the past 15 minutes and she's not here. I can't wait anymore or else I'll be late for school. I hopped on the next bus and arrived at the school. I entered the classroom, ready to see him but...........  To my disappointment, the chair next to me was vacant, 'He is not here" I thought, but he usually comes after Go- woon and I, he'll be here soon. 

The class was about to begin and Han seojun was still not there, "Maybe he is in Kim cho rong's class again?" why didn't I think of it before, he was in their class yesterday as well. I rushed to their class but it wasn't any different. "Yah! Kim cho rong" I called him and he shifted in his seat to look at me, I was standing outside of their classroom. 

He came out of the room and stood before me, It's literally the beginning of the day, and he is already munching on snacks. "Are you here to check up on me? If I'm feeling okay after puking at the amusement park..."  but I didn't let him complete "Where's Han seojun? Is he OK? Did something happen? Did you talk to him today?"

 I bombed him with so many questions, his face put on a puzzled expression "In your class, where else would he be" He replied with his mouth full of cheese puffs. "Why would I ask you if he is in class, he is not there," I said, I realized that  I was exasperated but I couldn't help being anxious, I sighed in disappointment and apologized to him for being harsh. 

"Sorry I didn't mean to shout," I said. "Are you OK?" Kim cho rong asked me, he wasn't shoving the puffs in his mouth anymore and was looking at me with worry. "Yeah! I'm fine, I was... I just.. It's nothing" I said, "Clean your face, it's orange," I said with a disgusted face as I picked a few pieces off his face and dusted my hands together, He got all shy and started scratching the back of his neck. 

I couldn't help but roll my eyes at him as I returned to my class. Mr. Han gave us career forms and told us about the career counseling lecture which is in two weeks. I looked at the form in my hand and requested Mr. Han to give me Han seojun's form as well, It'll provide me with an excuse to drop by his place on my way back home. 

It's not just that I'm also worried about Go-woon and Emmo. Go-woon didn't come to school either, maybe there's something going on. I hope Emmo is fine.  The day went by without much happening, except the rumors about Lim ju gyeong dating some mystery guy. The room was loud with her name, everyone talking about her dating life

 "Guess it's better that he's ( Han seojun)  not around today" I was lost in my own thoughts when someone took the seat before me, It was Lim ju gyeoung , with a tired face, I patted her shoulder "It's ok they'll talk for a day and then forget about it," I told her but she sighed heavily and shook her head in disagreement "That's not the problem" she said. I raised my eyebrows in curiosity, what else could possibly go wrong?