overtake the throne

26. did i lost myself?

hello guys
old sia is back with hustle bustle...
hope this story is interesting....
thank you
secret soul

SIA POV-
someone dragged me to the room and my eyes were shut i open my eyes and saw vihaan...
we lost in each other eyes but then he finally step back and said -" sia there is something I wanna tell u before our marriage"
"say "- i said with a smile
before he can say anything maa saa called usand we left...

we were sitting in dining table while my gaze was only on aktiri who was lost in her own thoughts..
I didn't said anything to her at that time bcz we were in dining table we left for our room...
i layed down on my bed and drift in sleep...

-----NEXT DAY-------------------
i waked up by the birds criping i waked up wore my slippers and shouted - GOOD MORNING WORLD
same kid wished me back
i was happy but i was not...

in these days my life took 180° turn i used to be wake up that nebhgiourhood aunt wished me then i go to my sister wake her up then a small temple that was in our small house
i always decorated it myself then mom scolds and run for practice spend whole day with friends....

DID I LOST MYSELF?
this question came up in my mind
i took a long breath and said to myself -"no way let's be as i was "

i run to washroom quick took a shower and run to siso room whilw my anklets were making sound in wholw house
whole house was quite but my house was never...

i run to her room without knocking i enter the room and took the mug of water and throw on Anjali dii
she open her eyes in shocked and looked at me with 'deadly eyes'
i go near her and said - wake up my sister
i said and grab her earpods as always and run to the room of ruhi and rudra and wake up them too
i go to the temple that was in palace...
i go near it and wore duppata over my head and clean whole temple by myself and did arti....

"hyy god ji idk where u re taking my life but it's really alot please always show me path so i can choose good for me for us for this family and always gave me ur blessings"- i mummered and left with arti plati
everyone were sitting in hall
i go one by one and gave them arti along with Prasad...
i gave arti plate to maid and sit in hall with everyone...
everyone were talking it was quite boring i like to be in speed up always...

"can i go out?" - i asked out of sudden while everyone looked at me with disbelief
i again said -" maa sa from tommorow all rituals will be start and ik after that I can't go anywhere so please let me go today i wanna enjoy"

everyone looked at me and vihaan said -"oke take bodygu....."
"i wanna go alone with ruhi and rudra "- i said while cutting vihaan that was quite shocking for every one
" bhabhi u forget us "- rehaan said with pout bcz i didn't said i wanna go with them i chuckled and said they can came..
vihaan took a long breath and agree while i jumped in happiness ki i can go outside...
"so where u wanna go bestie "- rudra asked in excitement
"i have whole list let's go "- i left outside and ruhi said -"it's been quite after many days we saw our sia back right rudra "
rudra chuckled and everyone look at us with confusion and aktiri asked -" what are u talking about that ? what do u mean "

" she meant that her life was always hustle bustle enjoyment
in short fun and masti was other name of sia but after this marriage proposal and stuff she was lost somewhere not much enjoying and all....
that's sia who can be happy even she is not "- anjali said

"what do u mean by happy even she is not ?"- Karthik asked and anjali Chuckled and said " u better know this"
Karthik rehaan aktiri vihaan even Everyone become quite there as they know what she meant by....