::CoaTHR:: Confessions of a (Trying Hard) Rockstar

::CoaTHR:: Chapter 21: Machree's Original Song

 A/N: guys, i'll post the vid/song soon (pag narecord ko na) hehehe. sorry! super busy lang talaga sa work. salamat sa pag suporta at pagbabasa! =)

sana magustuhan nyo yung song kahit lyrics pa lang sya. =)

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Chapter 21: Machree’s Original Song

Spotlight sakin.

“Our second song is our original composition. It’s about following what your heart tells you. You might think you still love someone but you’re wrong. You’re confused about your feelings but your heart tells you to move on.”

Napansin kong nakatitig lang sakin si Caleb. Siguro iniisip nya kung para sa kanya yung song and kung yun pa rin ba yung song na pinapractice naming last time na kasa-kasama pa naming sya. Well, he’s right and wrong. Right because the song may concern him but it isn’t the same song.

“Let’s try to mellow down a bit. This song is entitled ‘Think of You’.”

(Think of You by Michelle Castillo)

♫♪ Everytime I try to sleep

It is you I think of

Why can’t you just leave my head

And leave me alone?

Everytime I’m by myself

You would always come around

Now I’m getting so confused

Why do I always think of you

Do I still feel the way I feel before?

This is getting out of control

And I don’t know what is going on

I didn’t have to go but my heart tells me so

This has never happened before

You have rocked me to the core

But things have changed

And we need some space

This just isn’t gonna work out

You love me but I just

Don’t feel the same way

This is going nowhere

Do I still feel the way I feel before?

This is getting out of control

And I don’t know what is going on

I didn’t have to go but my heart tells me so

Do I still feel the way I feel before?

This is getting out of control

And I don’t know what is going on

I didn’t have to go but my heart tells me so ♫♪

After ng song, namatay na yung spotlight na nakatapat sakin.

*FLASHBACK*

Nangyari na ang dapat mangyari. “Pinarinig” na ni Juls sakin yung tungkol sa bet. At kahit alam ko na naman yung tungkol don, di ko pa rin naiwasang masaktan kaya eto nasa kwarto lang ako at mag-isang nababadtrip sa mga nangyari. Bwisit lang kasi talaga. Lakas ng loob netong Juls at Caleb na mga yun para pagpustahan lang ako. Ang kapal lang eh. Ako pa talaga yung napagtripan. To think, I was perfectly okay before Caleb came back and ruined my life once again.

Sa sobrang pagkabadtrip ko, naibuhos ko na naman anglahat ng nararamdaman ko sa papel. Alam kong kahit pinagpustahan lang nila ako that time ay nahulog pa din ako. Ang bobo ko lang kasi talaga minsan.

Basta lito ako. Kahit ginago ako, feeling ko mahal ko pa rin sya pero sabi naman ng puso ko kailangan ko na talaga syang layuan. Mali na kasi talaga eh. Kahit gaano ipagpilitan pa, wala na din. Walang patutunguhan. Isang matinding kagagahan na talaga kung ipagpapatuloy pa. Kahibangan na. Tapos magpaparamdam pa sya? Utang na loob, lubayan mo na lang ako para wala na lang gulo.

Kawawa ka naman din kasi, palagi ka na lang nasusuntok ng mga taong sigurado akong mahal ako. Pero shet lang, bakit inaalala ko pa kung masasaktan ka? Buti nga sayo. Basta layuan mo na lang ako. Pagod na ko masaktan nang dahil sayo.

Nakita ko yung gitara ko at derecho lang ako sa pagtugtog. Di ko namalayan na nagawan na naman pala kita ng kanta.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Bumukas na ulit yung ilaw. At pumunta na yung hosts sa gitna.

“Machree, everyone!” sabi nung isang host.

Nakakatuwa kasi pinalakpakan nila kami. In fairness, naappreciate nila yung effort naming. Nakaka-overwhelm. =)

Pagkababa naming ng stage, sumalubong si Led samin at nag high five saming lahat.

Bumalik na kami dun sa may waiting room ng mga bands.