The Perfect Life... Or So I Thought {N.H.}

Chapter 26

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Chapter 26

* 1 Week Later *

~ Niall ~

It's been 1 week since Harry beat me up and my face looks a little better then before.

All that's really wrong with my face is my 1 black eye.

It hurts like hell but it's not important what's happening to me.

What's important is that Nina's funeral is tomorrow.

It's so sad to say it.

I can't believe that she's actually gone.

I feel like it's a total nightmare and I'm just going to wake up and Nina will still be here.

The boys and I went to Simon the other day and asked him if we could push back tour.

He completely understood and now tour is pushed back for 3 weeks.

Harry's still mad at me, but he hasn't done anything else to me.

Really all we've been doing is just sitting in our rooms, thinking about Nina.

Emily and Jenna have stayed with us for awhile now and they haven't gone to school.

We haven't released to the public that Nina is no longer with us and we will only release it when we are all ready.

You know, I can't stand myself.

I'm the reason Nina is now gone and if I had just respected her, none of this would have happened.

It's all because of me and I can't change anything now.

I actually haven't thought of it but I haven't been in Nina's room since that night.

I was thinking of going in there to figure out why she did what she did.

I got up and walked to my door, opening it.

I walked out into the hall and went across the hall to Nina's door.

( play song on the side )

I put my hand on the knob and took a deep breath.

I turned the knob and stepped inside.

Instantly, I smelt the perfume that she uses.

That broke me just with that.

I walked in crying, and went over to her dresser.

I looked on the top and found her necklace that has an infinity sign on it.

She would wear that almost all the time.

It was the Directioner infinity sign though.

She would wear it just to remind herself of the band.

Everyone would think that it was weird but she didn't listen to them.

She did her own thing and that's one thing I love about her.

I turned my attention to a charm bracelet.

It had a bow charm from Harry, a music note charm from Liam, an Eiffel Tower charm from Zayn because she loves France.

It also had a heart that had an in graving that said 'Best Little Sister' from Louis.

The last charm was an Irish Flag that came from me.

She always told me that she wanted to go visit Ireland with me sometime and now she never will.

And it's my fault.