Shatter ✔ #TheWattys2017

46. Fire

Chapter soundtrack:
Lynyrd skynyrd - Free bird

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Aloha!
This song was perfect for this chapter i think! I was thinking of the episode in supernatural when I thought of it

I updated early bc i love you guys!

Thank all of you so much for the continuous reads and comments.. ive received so many private messages and posts to my profile of how much you guys really love my story and im truly honored. I always wanted to write but i honestly sucked at it. Thats when i started reading many stories... seeing differnt ways people started theres and how to keep a plot twist on every chapter. Now ive written something worth reading. Finally! I cant tell you how great it makes me feel that you love my fantasy world!
Also
Shatter is back up to #21 on the hotlist!
It went from #17 to #84 in two days.. now its back up to #20. Wattpad has a horrible system of chooing the hot list stories.. i need to get to work and write because i really would love to be at #1 for just a day at least! The book will be ending in about 10 - 15 more chapters. I keep adding on, i cant stop myself! But i update DAILY and sometimes every other day so i wont keep you guys waiting! We have 25% left till the end!
Stay with me!
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Nova

I paced my room impatiently.. my thick boots stomping on the wooden floor with every step. The buzz from the alcohol i had consumed had begun to leave my system but a lingering fuzziness remained.

I had a nice time with Conrad. It was an escape.. something to clear my mind.. only he added something else to my plate.. the piles of decisions I had to make.. an option none the less.

To go to his lands.. be his Luna..

Once we arrived back at pack, we went our seperate ways and now I'm here. Pacing. Waiting for the trials of punishment to start. It would be soon.

Zaryn was still with Grace as far as I knew.. he had left his wall up so the bond wouldn't drive my wolf to insanity just like id asked. He knew i was dead serious about my wolf coming for his pup. She snarled in my mind at the thought.. pushing me.. if i didnt make some decisions soon..

I wouldn't be able to stop her.

The emotions would be too much and she would force her way out..going for innocent blood on her own. Without me being able to stop her. I would be executed for that.. depending on what Zaryn wanted. It was his pup so he would make the decision. I doubt he would have me executed but i didnt want to chance that fate.

Biting my lip, i haulted in the middle of my room.. reaching under my bed, i pulled out the map of all the packlands.. the work i had done on finding a pack that would be willing to take me... to get out of here.

I couldn't stay. It was becoming dangerous for me to be here.. not only from my wolf wanting innocent blood. But because the bond i shared with Zaryn was a problem.. pushing me to him. To someone who hadnt even noticed i was gone.. hadn't even worried about me for three days.. who was still with Grace.

No matter how Grace felt.. if she wanted my brother.. her mate. She still carried that pup which was another burden on my shoulders. She wanted that pup now .. and wanted Nic too. The moon would punish her somehow someway. Taking something she loved. Whether it be Nic or her pup or even something else entirely. Anita would be the first thing taken from her..

My hand drifted down to my abdomen. No cramping or bleeding yet. Its been a full day almost since my heat ended.. i should have started by now. My mind wandered to the possibility that i might be carrying Zaryn's pup soon..