Thoughts And Short Stories/Scenarios

Entry 14

        I'm starting to loose the childness I enjoy having and I dont know if its good or bad. I guess good because its a sign of maturation ,but bad because I feel happiest when I feel childish. I'm becoming more serious and unfeeling I'm afraid. Maybe its my Depression hitting hard again. Maybe its me fully growing up. Aren't I too young to feel this old? I feel as if I'm older than I actually am. And no not in the "stop treating me like a child mom I'm a grown up!" Its more in the sense of a the responsibilities being thrown on to me before I can even enjoy life. If I do completely lose it then I guess it isn't the end of the world right? There Are more important things than this to be worried about