Thoughts And Short Stories/Scenarios

Entry 19

I haven't written here in a very long time.... I've only came back because I don't want to post this on any of my social media or anything that associated with me that people know about. That sounds kind of mean but at least I'm not lying.

I've been in the situation I am now for almost all my life. I've heard everything single argument, have seen almost every argument, abd been in the middle of most arguments. I don't know why I am put in this position. I don't know why I became the mediator of these arguments. Imagine: two adults arguing, spewing crude words and phrases in front of a small child and having the child be the one to calm everything down. If you imagined that then you've seen most of my childhood. I'm already 18 and I'm still going through it. I want to die every time this happens. Now I have a younger siblings who I have to worry about experiencing the same thing.

I just want to take her, run away, and never come back. That seems so irresponsible and an overall not good decision but gosh its all I can think of doing.

I'm tired of it all.