A bit personal so you dont have to read (I mean I dont know why anyone would read tbh)
I hate being told "you deserve to be happy". If I really do deserve to be happy then I wouldnt have so many bad things happen to me almost everyday. If I deserve to be happy then why do I have people always trying to take the small amount of happiness I have away? If I deserve to be happy then why does my depression and anxiety keep getting worse.
Its like every single time I feel happy and content I also feel scared inside because I wonder "what's gonna happen now? What's going to go wrong?" These thoughts go on in my head and honestly bring down my mood. I can't help it. I worry that something is going to happen. It always does.
I dont think happiness is something I'll really ever have. Maybe temporary happiness ,but not a long temporary. I honestly intend on giving up on happiness. I think I should give up ,but a small part of me hopes that something happens to prove me wrong.
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Thoughts And Short Stories/Scenarios
RandomSome thoughts and possible story prompts I have that I decided to write down. I doubt I will publish these but if I decide to then that's what this basically is.
