Thoughts And Short Stories/Scenarios

Entry 16

             I've recently realized why I hold you so close. There have been so many people that have left me and turn their backs on me ,but you came back and you haven't turned your back on me. You gave me a bit of hope in humanity. I was willing to give someone who hurt me so so bad another chance because I thought, "If he was able to come back and catch up on stuff, and become friends again then that person who left recently can do it too" Yeah I was kinda proved wrong ,but you gave me hope. I let in a few more people because of you. In all honesty, you are a big reason as to why I feel somewhat happy. I wish I could tell you this ,but I'm too scared that this will make you leave me and I really don't want that. I dont want you to leave me again. I know it sounds selfish ,but I've grown attached to you even though I know I shouldn't have in the first place and that honestly hurts more than it should.