MPAM (Under Major Editing)

Chapter 8

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Chapter 8

Waking up this morning I felt some what different, a burning sensation coarsimg through my body, opening my eyes slowly my eyes seemed more focused - too focused. My vision focused on the dew from the  window, the dust sitting on my books. I turned slowly, ignoring the throbbing pain lurking in my head, Jay was sleeping restlessly next to me. His innocent, sleeping figure sent butterflies to my stomach, he was an angel while.he slept - because he couldn't talk. I'm sleeping next to Jay, I suddenly felt nervous, last night. Bringing my hand up to my neck, feeling his mark, I gasped covering my mouth. This is real, trying to get up was impossible, was stopped when I felt Jay's arm drape over my waist.

His arm felt heavy and when I tried to pull it off he gripped my waist and pulled me against his chest. The feeling sleeping next to him was out of the ordinary, like a dream. It felt so different, having him next to me. Gabe was here too, he must have left throughout the night

"Where do you think you're going" Jay's husky morning voice sent me to a bliss

A man's voice early in the morning was a blessing itself

"I don't actually know" I said embarrassed "I just thought-"

"That's cute" he smirked cutting me off, kissing my cheek, his lips lingered for a moment and I completely lost it, he moved down my jaw line, softly puckering his lips every time he moved

They were warm and soft and his breath was warm against my flushed skin. The collision was breathless, as his lips made contact with his mark my body was sent into overdrive, I felt the need to have Jay touch me, lick me. Moaning softly Jay smile against me enjoying the way my body went rigid in his touch. Now that he marked me he could you his sweet spot to his advantage which I wouldn't take so kindly of, sex was knew too me - hell kissing was new too, Jay stole my first kiss.

Gabe surprised me last night though when he didn't mark me, I thought he would have marked me like Jay but he wants to get to know me better. Honestly I don't even know why he wants me, or why he waited. He was the complete opposite to Jay, his motives were a little genuine. He doesn't seem like the type to be tied down to just one girl but I can see myself with Jay in the future and that brought a smile to my already blushing face, something was wrong with me though, I could feel it

"Someone's happy" Jay whispered into my ear, flicking his tongue inside

My body went wild, I jumped but Jay was quick to grab my waist, ultimately pulling me back against him

"You"

"That's good  to know you think of me" he said continuing to bombard me with kisses, my eyes fluttered closed

"Who said it was good" I giggling lightly

When I opened my eyes Jay was staring at me with lustfully, the sight of him turned me on. I've never been this type of girl and hopefully he doesn't make me feel like this at school otherwise I'm screwed, literally. A male wolf will stop at nothing to mate, it's in their blood.Turning my attention back to Jay his eyes were pitch black and I shuffled away slowly

"Don't say things like that and then walk away" he said in a griff tone

"Like what" I sat there confused

He though I was talking about sex, oh god no I'm not even going to try tease him about that after the last few encounters we've had it leads to heated sessions, well for me anyway I'm not too sure if it's Jay or his wolf who wants to mate but all I do know is that something is holding him back. Thinking about mating Jay wasn't a bad thing but actually doing it with my no experience whatsoever made me embarrassed, I knew for a fact men liked their women experienced. I had my fantasiez but never indulged myself with them since no one ever liked me. What if I did something wrong and he rejected me for it, cringing at the thought and I shoved them to the back of my mind