MPAM (Under Major Editing)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

I was up at six in the morning and Jay never came home, my insides twisted together. I know yesterday was bad but he wouldn't let me explain. So here I am on my way to school with Aiden and Chase. Even with the events of yesterday Chase and I made it out like it never happened but we didn't tell anyone except Aiden and he thought it was bad from both points of view and I agreed sadly. We pulled up to the school and I dreaded this day ever coming, Aiden and Chase got together on either side of the car and Aiden opened the door for me

Getting out all eyes were on me and I hid behind Chase when Aiden pulled me next to him

"Still the same girl" he smiled kissing my forehead

"Always have, always will" I replied

We passed numerous people and everyone of them were just staring at me. I felt really uncomfortable but whenever somebody made a snide comment Aiden flipped them off which I was grateful for

We made it to homeroom and Chase and Aiden sat on either side of me talking well more like shouting to one another. I haven't been too school since I shifted and actually I've forgotten to check up on that..... I'll go t the library at lunch anyway there were shouts and hollers from people all over the room even Chase started to actually yell in my ear and then everyone suddenly stopped

Curiosity got to me and everyone had their attention to the front my eyes landed name familiar pair of eyes and I almost choked on air. Jay had his arm slung over a girl. Anger bubbled up in the pit of my stomach but sadness clouded my features. She had her hand on his chest and her other wrapped around his waist. I scowled mentally and glared at her. How could he do this to me, I didn't even know that would happen yesterday and when I tried explaining he ran off and now he shows up to school the next day with a blonde slut hanging off him like her life depended on it. I turned away angry and guilty, my eyes were on the brim of tears, looking down I let my hair cover my face when a hand rested under my chin making me face the person

"He's not worth it" Riley's said his eyes sorrowful

I sighed and buried myself in schoolwork, Riley let his hand drop and took the seat in front of me. Jay really is sick of me I knew this would happen but after his confessions of saying he would never leave me he actually had the guts to go and do it. I looked up briefly and the blonde slut was kissing along his neck and he did nothing to stop it. My heart literally sank at the sight, I turned away letting a tear roll down my cheek. Aiden fumed and Chase was just the same. At least someone cares

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Class went by slowly and so did the rest of the day, since Jay had all my classes I always tried to talk to him but he flicked me off. Nothing compared to how heartbroken I felt right now. It's like someone was stabbing my heart over and over again. Yesterday was a mistake and now I'm paying for it, it's lunchtime now and I'm sitting with Aiden and all his friends, Chase was on my right and Riley to my left, sitting opposite Aiden and Ashley I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy at their blossoming relationship. Aiden's other friends were surrounding us but I didn't bother to even glance at them

"Abby it'll be alright" Riley's voice was full of concern

"Maybe" I sighed resting my head on his shoulder

Even when Jay told me Riley killed his sister and wants to take my life I could care less if he did, nothing compares to the pain I feel right now and death seems so inviting, so peaceful. No pain, No regret, and No heartache. I felt Riley tense under me and when I looked day him his eyes were locked across the cafeteria. Meeting his gaze I saw a shaking Jay at the end of the isle. I shrugged and placed my head back on Riley's shoulder