MPAM (Under Major Editing)

Chapter 38

Chapter 38

My heart was pounding out of my chest and my throat burned with anxiety. My head spun and my body felt weightless, the ache in my body was painfully numb it feels like I'm floating -my body weightless

As I shifted I heatd he uncertainty of constant beeps and it irritated me. The sound echoed throughout my ears and I wanted to switch it off but I couldn't. Something wasn't letting me move

My eyes stayed shut and all I could see was the black abyss of my eyelids. I wanted to see colour even for a moment, I wanted to see blue

Jay's blue eyes

How I missed his touch, the feel of him next to me, his breath, his kiss, him. I wanted him all

But I can't even get my body to move. I know what I saw and what I saw was my mate stabbing Death and then it went black. I thought he was dead? and what happened to Aiden

All these questions puzzled my mind and I wanted answers. I'm sick ans tired of the lies and secrets because mentally I couldn't handle them but physically also

A white light at the corner of my eyes caught my attention and I tried to focus on the white blur. It wasnt black so I payed attention to it but the more I did the less I wanted to

My vision completely turned into a dream because I saw myself standing in the middle of the white room, just staring up in the sky. How unusual

I focused on myself when a voice startled me and I jupmed stumbling back. An ominous glow shone from the right side of my vision and a beautiful woman appeared, a white glow making her more angelic but her sharp features and step of clothing seemed like deja vi

The Moon Goddess

She appraoched me and I had my arms crossed over my chest. I was furious with her and she only smiled at me with appreciation. The more I focused the less I saw so I tried to relax and then the picture in front of mr was crystal clear

The moon goddess was holding a box in her hand, the intricate design of the red box looked like it had been hidden in a cellar for centuries. The box was old and beautiful

She handed me the box and suddenly I was watching everything from arms length away

"What is it?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows

The moon goddess smiled and only pushed the box to me. "A choice" she answered after a moment

The look on ny face was pure curiosity and the moon goddess had a solemn look on hers. What really had me was why I was seeing this, no one has seen her for centuries and I'm seeing her in a dream. How odd

"What choice?" I asked pulling the top of the box open

I tried to peek inside but my hand had reached in a when I retracted them, my hands were fisted shutting any view away from me. I opened my hands and saw two pills resting on my palm -red and blue

"What are these?" I asked the box disappearing from us

"Your choices my child" the moon goddess stepped back and a ball of light shone from her palms

The light circled between us and showed visions of my past when I was a kid. I was lonely, I had no friends only Aiden and every picture I saw Aiden was there comforting me. I watched myself and tears sprang my eyed but I willed myself to look to the person opposite myself

The moon goddess had a frown edged to her lips and I looked at her confused

"You have a choice to make" she said closing her palms