MPAM (Under Major Editing)

Chapter 10

(FIRST EDIT√)

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Chapter 10

Getting up was an understatement, I tried but I just icouldn't. I was mentally but physically I was unable to move. The sounds of voices echoed throughout the room and by the sound of them a headache was starting to form, groaning loudly I attempted to sit up again but couldn't. My body wouldn't let me, I could hear everything

Something was wrong

"She's physically unable to move because the sudden change in her body forced her wolf into a slumber" A womans voice ran through the room

"But why has her wolf not been able to sustain the transformation?" Jay was here

Where was I?

At the new found determination to move I tried but nothing, my body felt numb and I couldn't move. My eyes felt heavy and all I wanted to do was move. The feeling of not being able to move was frustrating, I was tired and needed to get up not for the people around me but myself

I didn't need the pack thinking I wasn't physically capable of protecting them. I had more to prove than this

"She should be up in no more than a few hours" the same woman spoke

I was not staying like this for a few hours, I needed to move and move now! I let myself relax as much as I could and then I felt the warmth of another person gently brush the palm of my hand. It sent shocks making my body tingle, I know this feeling

Jay. Why did this happen to me. I was fine yesterday other than the moment I shifted, I need answers but theres no one alive that can help

"Wake up my beautiful mate"

My heart melted at his words and I couldn't help but feel bad. His voice was cracked and broken. I felt the urgent need to comfort Jay but I couldn't, Feeling a tear slide down my cheek it was softly wiped by Jay's finger. His hand was soft and warm compared to my cold face. Suddenly feeling the warmth of something against my lips, the moment was quick but pleasurable. He kissed me

My wolf liked that he did that

My eyes fluttered open slowly and the sight was bright and my eyes instantly dropped. When I managed to open them again all I saw were shapes which were mostly blurry. Seeing flashes of white lights and a familiar face appeared in front of me but I still couldn't make out who it was. The familiar sensation was there but I needed to make sure, my eyes adjusted to the new light and my fingers slowly started to move

My body was stiff, it feels like the world has been tipped upside down

"Abby" Jay's voice happily said

"J-Jay" I stuttered, my mouth dry

He placed his hand on my lower back and sat me up carefully. Feeling a pain shoot through my body I screamed in response and Jay quickly lowered me back down, I could feel his hands all over my body and carefully observing me. His hand were like wildfire on me and I needed more. His touch soothed the pain

"What's wrong" he asked panicked

"My body it hurts" I screamed when the pain erupted again

"Abby" he panicked

A searing pain shot through my arms and I screamed. Something was wrong, everything inside me felt out of place, like it was changing. Something started flowing through my blood, my veins

"It hurts, everywhere" I cried

I heard rustling and the door open. He left me without the need to take care of me. I wanted to cry but the pain surging through me was endless, I wanted it to stop. No I needed it to stop. My body ached, it felt as if needles were being shoved into me and the pain was unbearable. I screamed when I felt my body heat up, the heat was added pain and it felt so much worse. like a fire was lit within me and nothing would tame it

I writhed in pain, screaming, crying

"Abby, you need to trust me" Jay's voice soothed me but the pain ringing through me killed me and I only screamed in response

"Help me" I pleaded

Jay was carrying me and suddenly the pain went down entirely but the entire time I was being carried I only screamed when his touch wasn't enough. Jay said nothing to me, he was just watching me frightened. He put me on a soft bed and the instant scent of caramel hit me, his room

The world seemed to stop because just like that the pain was gone, just when I thought it was over it came back worse. My skin was sweaty and itchy, my head buzzing with voices. Me head was spinning, I couldn't take it. Nothing was this bad

"Abby you're going through your first heat" Jay said worriedly

My eyes shot open and I cured myself into a ball and stared at Jay intently. His face was worried. This is what going through heat fees like, the pain was unbelievable and it now made sense why female wolves were so angry while they're in heat

Why was mine so bad though, not even the worse of heat feels like this. This was something enitrely supernatural. This wasn't normal, this was something different

"Help me Jay, make it stop" I pleaded

I looked at him and his eyes turned dark, I curled myself into a ball and scratched every exposed part of my skin. It hurt not to do nothing

"We need to mate"

Is this how I wanted my first time to be, Needy and in pain? Hell no. But this pain was driving me insane. I looked at Jay worriedly when he sat next to me and  grabbed my wrists pinning them to my side. He towered over me from above and my wrists were instantly beginning to ease. Jay was completely filled with lust, his eyes, his actions spoke more than words

A touch was all it needs to relieved some pain, so more intimacy would subside the pain entirely

"I trust you" I looked into his eyes and saw a great deal of fear within them

He was worried he was going to hurt me or because he didn't want me. Either way he was scared and so was I

This was not how I wanted to be when I gave myself away

"It'll hurt but I promise, I'll make you feel as comfortable as I can" he whispered crashing his lips down to mine