»Faded« // Min Yoongi [#BangtanAwards]

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"Y-Yoongi?" I said and I can't believe my eyes.

"Oh yeah, that's my real name. Suga is just a nickname." He said and smiled.

I changed myself so much, he wouldn't notice it.

I guess.

He changed himself so much, too.

But he is it.

And my feelings are going crazy

I'm in pain.

I could cry.

I could scream.

I could hug him.

I could hit him.

With a truck.

I decided to cry, I think because a tear rolls over my check.

"Everything ok-...Omo. Jennie?" He said and he knows me.

"Yes. Omg. Yes. Yeah. It's me. Yoongi..." I said and cried like a child.

"I can't believe..." He said and I nodded.

Without thinking, I hugged him so hard like I never wanted to leave him.

Time heals nothing, it just makes your memories fade away.

Do you ever wish you had a second chance to meet someone again for the first time?

And my wish became true.

I didn't know, how I would feel when I could meet him again.

But I feel great.

And A little bit scared.

And sad.

And depressed.

Fuck my emotion.

"He left, to a place I don't know where but we'll meet again, even if it has to be in my dreams" I thought all the time.

And now: I met him.

I went a step away and looked at him.

"I don't know what I should say. I need time, to find the right words. But what you want here?" I asked

"I live here since now." He laughed.

Okay, my new neighbor is Yoongi.