FLORENCE AND LAURY (Completed)

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Florence Beryll Ignacio is the guy most girls would want to have. He’s handsome and very boyfriend material. Yup, he had a bad reputation before but it was a great thing that he changed because of the person he loves.

And I was so blessed to be such the lucky girl.

He’s very thoughtful. Ilang taon na kami pero hindi pa rin nawawala ang mga messages niya na nagsasabing mag-iingat ako, kumain na and the likes. Those may seem normal for couples like us pero sabi nila kapag habang tumatagal nawawala na ang ganoong usapan. In our case, it didn't. He became sweeter. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang pagpapakilig niya sa akin habang tumatagal.

He’s the sweetest too. He never failed to tell me small things like how I pretty I looked with my new hairstyle; how the shade of the lipstick looks good on me and then tell me I’m the best in everything.

He’s my biggest fan. He always takes pictures of me randomly, post it on his social media accounts. His wallpaper and screensaver are my pictures. Kahit ang desktop wallpaper niya ay ako. His gallery contains 60% of my pictures, 30% photo of us and 10% others like his motorcycle, new car and others.

He looks at me with much adoration in his eyes. I never thought that I could be the most beautiful girl on Earth but Florence always makes me feel that. I saw how his eyes glistened and sparkled with love and admiration.

He loves kissing the back of my palm, my temple, my hair or even my shoulders. He loves smelling my hair, twirled it on his fingers and then asks me why I have the most beautiful hair he had ever seen.

He will hug me if I’m down, lift me up and make me feel fine. He never failed to ask me how’s my day, how I did at school, how my life is going even though we always see each other.

When I’m mad, he will stay silent and ask for forgiveness even if he did nothing wrong. Then he would kiss me and pull me to a tight embrace and tell me how he missed me.

He always cheer me up. He sing me songs if I can’t sleep. And uh, he wasn’t a good singer but he always made me sleep soundly. He gives me gifts even if there were no occasions.

When it rains, he will bring me umbrella and give me a piggyback ride para hindi mabasa ng tubig ulan ang paa ko.

We laugh a lot together. And each day I grew a lot more in love with him. We always watch the night sky together, count stars and plan for our future.

We used to.

And that was six years ago.

Six years had passed when I made the dumbest decision I ever did in my entire life. On our fourth anniversary, I broke up with him for the reason that he’s just too good to be true and that I didn’t deserve him.

I love him, I love him so much and I love him more than myself that’s why I broke his heart. I was so stupid, I know, but what can I do? I don’t deserve him. I was winning at life because he’s doing it right.

Ngunit isang araw ay nagising ako na may katanungan sa isipan.

What did I do to deserve him?

I was a bitch all throughout the years of being together. While he asked me how I was going with my daily life, I would reply it’s good and gave him details what happened but I didn’t ask him back how he’s doing. Hindi ko kinukumusta ang buhay niya. I don’t even ask for once how is everything going with his mom. Hindi ko kinukumusta ang pag-aaral niya, instead I nagged at him most of the time.

While he brings me food late at night or even on rainy day, I wouldn’t ask how he’s doing before arriving. Hindi ba siya muntikang sumemplang or what. Kapag sinusundo niya ako at umuulan, hindi ko siya tinatanong kinagabihan kung hindi ba siya nilalagnat o nagkasinat.