"Kailan pa?" tanong uli nito na siyang kinatahimik ko lalo, hinahanap ang right words para masagot siya.
"Sasabihin ko naman agad sayo right after I caught them." panimula ko, kalmado lang ang aura niya pero ramdam mong may tension na nagaganap between us. "But I was hesitate to tell it to you right away knowing that we're not close before, and its impossible for you to believe on me." I confessed.
Kung alam ko lang na sa ganitong paraan niya lang pala malalaman, edi sana sinabi ko noon pa.
Hindi siya umimik kaya nagsalita uli ako, "Kung alam mo na, bakit wala kang ginagawa?"
"We already broke up." tanging nasabi niya saka siya tumungo. "Is this the reason why you chose to came near and be close to me? Just because of this?" nanghihina niyang tanong pero masyadong malinaw yun sa tainga ko, na pati pain sa boses nito ay ramdam ko.
"One of the reason and its just my initial plan--"
"You have plans?" hindi makapaniwala niyang tanong.
"Please listen to me first." hawak ko sa kamay niya, begging to him.
Inalis niya ang hawak ko sa kaniya, "I'm sorry, Ivo. I can't listen to you yet, I know my mind will not able to digest the words you will utter."
"I'm not fooling you, I'm just--"
"You're just playing around me, right?" angat niyang tingin sakin and his bloodshot eyes met mine, "You're really a genius one, Flint Ivo. You know how to play with my emotions, even my feelings. I'm such a stupid to believe your actions." he uttered as I shook my head continuously, saying his conclusion are all not true.
"Don't ever come near at me again." his last words before he left me.
Right at that moment, I burst into tears.
Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sa kaniya. Hindi ko pa man maamin sa sarili ko sa ngayon pero I know this isn't just a infatuation na lilipas din 'coz I could feel the pain and disappointment right now.
Naupo ako sa isang bench doon dahil pakiramdam kong nanghihina ang tuhod ko.
He jumped to conclusion because he felt the betrayal I did to him.
However, I know this moment will really come kahit anong mangyari, its just... I'm not prepared yet.
Sa dami ng nangyari at sinabi ni Akius kanina, ngayon ko lang naalala ang sinabi niya na they already broke up.
Gago, break na pala sila? Hindi ko man lang natanong kung kailan pa.
Pakiramdam ko kasi wala kong karapatang magsalita kanina sa sakit na nararamdaman niya, magtanong pa kaya.
