06 ~ Too broken to go back

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So he's one of JJ's friends?

Did he seriously move away from me-

For JJ?

I felt beyond furious, but I also felt a bit of my heart break, yet again.

As if it wasn't enough when Harry broke up with me, just to leave me all alone.

I had my family, but a part of me still loved and needed Harry...

Not anymore though


He was about to give me a hug, but I pushed him away, feeling tears form in my eyes.

"S-Simon?" He mumbles confused as he looks at me with wide eyes, a hint of tears forming in his eyes as well.

"I'm not gonna hug you like we've been bestfriends all this time! Or.. I should say boyfriends..." I look away from his gaze, and instead look at the floor.

"Actually no- n-not after you just- Just left me, with no trace of where you were gonna go... All you told me was that you're breaking up, and were moving away." I add as well

"Simon, I can explain-" He begins, but I cut him off.

"You don't need to explain anything, now I know why you left me..." I say sadly, but stand up straight and look at him angrily.

"You left me for JJ, didn't you?!" I say as I point my index finger at him.

"T-that's not it! I had to move because of my parents, and then I met JJ!"

He's lying, isn't he?

He's probably saying it to get me back...

I miss what we used to be, but we are nothing anymore...

And we can't be together.


We're too broken to go back to the old days.

The good old days.

I never asked for this to happen, but I'm sure he didn't either.

It's pointless to even think about our future together-

Because it doesn't exist.

It's as if fate didn't want us to be together...

When we were younger we would always joke around about getting married and adopt kids

It stayed as a joke.

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JJ's p.o.v.

I was on my way back to the blonde guy again, but stopped up when I heard Harry's voice.

I decided not to peek, as it would give me away.

I listen to their conversation closely.

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Simon's p.o.v.

I sighed heavily, looking at him sadly.

"I'm sorry, but we can't go back to how things were. I-I can't at least..." I said, my voice cracking at the end.

"Why not?" Harry carefully asked, looking at me with teary eyes.

I gulped nervously, not being able to handle his pleading eyes.

"I can't do it after you left me like that.."

Harry looked down sadly, and I regret what I said for a moment.


It wasn't his fault that they had to move.

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JJ's p.o.v.

Wait.. The blonde guy, apparently named Simon, is GAY?!

And he was dating Harry, but he left him?

Apperantly he doesn't have any plans of going back to him...

Just then, a great idea popped into my head.

I'm gonna twist and turn their minds, make them hate eachother. Absolutely despise eachother.

Make them want to rip out each other's guts.

I chuckled quietly to myself, loving my idea.

I looked at the two innocent men, who had no idea what would be coming for them.

This is gonna be much more fun than I thought it would be.

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