Secret baby [W2S]

7. Fighting

Lucy PoV

''our daughter'' i tell him again

I am staring at Harry and he is just staring back. I am really trying to comfort Belle but she isn't having any of it. 

''its okay Belle'' I told her as rocked her

after a moment of us staring Freya spoke. ''Harry, can you just let them out the cupboard now?''

''right, I am sorry'' he told me and then walked backwards to let us out of the cupboard. He just kept staring right at us, saying nothing

''okay, we are going to go out for a while and then you guys can just chat'' Josh adds and then everyone walks out behind him. I put belle down and downed what was left of my drink before sitting down. Harry is just pacing around the room and he doesn't say anything for 5 minutes.

''Harry can you just stop pacing around and we can talk about this'' I asked him

''its a bit late to talk don't you think. I haven't seen you in two years after you left me and now you just turn up telling me that i have a daughter'' he shouts in an angry tone

''I know its a lot and I know that you must hate me now but you have to understand that it was really hard for me. We had a brutal breakup after YOU cheated on me what was I supposed to do?''

''oh come on, Lucy. You know where I live so you could have come round or maybe even drop me a little text 'by the way, I'm pregnant'. That would have been nice'' Harry shouted right at me

''I know that you are angry with me right now but can you not shout in front of Belle'' I told him in a much angrier tone then before. he finally sat down and just stared down at Belle

''I don't even know what to say. I just can't believe that you hid this from me, I just all of a sudden have a daughter and I have just missed her whole life''

''I understand that you are angry but it doesn't mean that you can't just be a part of her life now''

''yeah maybe I could just jump in, but I just missed a lot of things and I am just a stranger to her. I'm not a dad to her, at this point i am just your sperm donor. which is all your fault. not mine''

''don't be like that Harry. She is your daughter. If you don't want to be involved with her and just be her 'sperm donor' then its fine, walk away, but its your loss not hers. she really is your daughter, actually look at her, your smile, your eyes, she is just a mini you. yes, this is my fault but that doesn't mean that Belle should suffer'' i tell him and he looks right at Belle who is playing with her toys

''I do see it, but I know nothing about her and she doesn't know me''

''its not too late for that, she is still so tiny and what do you need know? her name is Belle Rae and she has your last name. she is 15 months old. born on the 14th of November, a month and a half early. She loves watermelon and strawberry yogurt. She wont eat broccoli or banana- just like you.'' i just started shouting random things out

''I have still missed so much. her birth. AND every single first time. you just don't get it and you just expect me to jump right in'' he voiced to me as i just sat on the couch and started to cry. I tried to mask my emotion but i just can't hide it anymore.

''I'm sorry'' harry says as he sits down next to me and he starts to calm down

''don't worry about it. i didn't expects you to be okay with it'' i reply

''I still shouldn't have shouted at you. and, to be honest I don't really blame you. i was such an idiot and that's why we aren't together now.''

''I'm really sorry. I should have told you about Belle, i just kept putting it off and the hole just got too deep and i didn't know what to do'' i tell him