Blue Roses

chapter 16

Hi guys
Wil's outfit 👆🏻

Enjohoyyyy😉

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It's already 5 and finally my cognitive functions are restored and reconnected with the rest of my body

I headed back home and started getting ready for my online tuition

"Finally but not last don't over use your metaphors it might complicate your poem , Rosabella I'm also looking forward to read your upcoming essay , don't fail me " mr lane told me

How I respect this man

"I'm all for it sir , I'm doing my best " I told him honestly

"I know rosabella and yeah be sure to make it on time for the exams next week before spring break " he said

Oh my god !

How can I be this reckless , I totally forgot about the exams

"That's a sure thing sir " I told him

Way to go rosabella john hunter

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Hot steamy water made every bone in my body relax , I lost all my senses under the feeling of relaxation and calming I'm having from the water then slowly memories from earlier start flowing back to my mind .
Williams grip , him being so close to me , his minty breath fanning my face and his mouthwatering fragrance and the way his brown eyes were locked with mine , the same brown that captured me the moment I saw him , they remind me of dove chocolate , smooth , creamy , delectable and melting .

He said that he likes me

Can it be true !

Did he even mean it ? Can he actually like me ? Can he feel what I feel when he's around? Can I have an effect on him just like the way he have on me ?

I've never been as confused as I am now

Is it right ?

What I'm feeling , but we can't control the feelings issue , I mean I can't just say stop liking him then it's done

I know that he has a girlfriend and that makes him a forbidden region for me beside he is my boss and that adds salt to injury

But why can't my brain accept those concepts

But I know better that nothing will happen because simply Williams Is like the moon to me , I used to look at the moon and ask myself

Can I ever reach you ?
Can I ever be this high to be able enough to touch you ?
Can you even see me ?
Your bright light always guides my way , it lightens my nights and clear my thoughts .
Can I ever pay you back ?

For me the moon is always a he even though people quote
"He is the sun , she is the moon"

Can williams be my moon ? Or sun whatever they say , but I take him as a moon considering the magical beauty they both share
But my moon ?

Oh god what am I saying ! I'm actually talking to myself about a moon and a sun

Williams brown got me nuts

No Rosabella ..no you can't
This is wrong

I should steer clear of him , yeah I should that's the right thing to do and it's for my own good .....even if it's hard and I'll probably be seeing him every day but the least I could do is try
Yeah what possibly could went wron-