chapter 9

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He felt as if he was abandoned in the cold  , he felt like a piece of trash , his heart ached and tears rolled down his cheecks .

She went ouside and ran oustside , she felt thrilled but sad as she could never forget when he said that his kiss should be for the one he loved , she wanted to do everything with and for him , for the first time she felt the desire to be with som...

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She went ouside and ran oustside , she felt thrilled but sad as she could never forget when he said that his kiss should be for the one he loved , she wanted to do everything with and for him , for the first time she felt the desire to be with someone , she wanted to spend her life with someone , she never knew stuffs like warmth, family , love , affection , feelings  , but she felt so warm with him , she felt safe, when she was with him but she thought she was not the right one for him and therefore had to let him go , she thought it woukd have been for the best, she felt sad , anger , broken just by thinking of that

Since alcohol was in her viens ....she stoppped thinking ....ran back to his room ...on the way she saw him.....she ran towards him and

He tried to free himself but she stuttered "I-i-" she almost confessed but she knew she couldn't accept rejection and she thought he loved Nayeon

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He tried to free himself but she stuttered "I-i-" she almost confessed but she knew she couldn't accept rejection and she thought he loved Nayeon. A silent tear left and she ran back to her room.

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The next day

Yn was takin her books from her locker when someone came and turned her,
"Hey wanna go out with me?" After that he placed his lips on hers ....her eyes widened and after few seconds when she realised she pushed him
"Bambam what are you doing?" She said "shall we date?"
"Hey listen ....no ...m sorry , i like someone else " when she saw Kook going far away somewhere , she followed him quickly
"hey ill see you later" she said to him ....

Flashback

Jungkook was just going to keep his stuffs in his locker when he heard Bambam ask Yn out very feebly and she was facing her back towards him and then the last thing he saw was them kissing , he couldnot stand there a bit ,his legs felt week and his vision blurred , he ran as far as possible and in the park near.

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Nayeon saw him running "hey Kookie why are you running?" She smiled seeing him all sweaty ..." you look cute" she added and came forward , when she saw he wasnot moving back she pecked on his lips and Yn was triggered as she followed him , she ran towards them and pulled his hands , he was angry too , she almost punched her but ended up saying "dare if you lay a finger on this guy....hes MINE!!"  he refused to go when she death glared him and put all force in holding his arms and pulling
"leave me it fuckin hurts " he said
" ya sure you will see more" she took him into the room and locked the door from inside , then she went to him and "so!thats. Her" ....he gasped in pain when she punched in his face , the corner of his lips started bleeding when she threw him on the bench and hovered over him and held a bunch of his hair and made him look straight in her eyes , "now you can fuckin kiss anyone huh?? Or is she your fuckin love? That bitch??!"
" leave me alone ,will you ?!!why do you care just leave-" he was cut by her

"That was just a peck wasnot it , doesnot even count as a kiss ,its actually good now you can kiss anyone" she pressed her lips hard on his and when he denied entry he pulled his hair harder and she got his mouth open when she inserted her toungue

She tore his shirt and the buttons sacttered she was angry and tearing up ....she wasnot in sense anymore.... she gave him hickeys all over  which left dark purish marks she rubbed her hands over his pants and made him gasp , he tried to fight back but due to the beatings he was unable to use force , he gave up but when she came up to kiss him again a tear rolled down his cheeck and he turned his head so that she couldnot kiss him , when she pinned his hands and just looked at his face,
"What if i love her , will you leave me then what if she wasnt just anyone ??!!" He said looking into her eyes. She felt numb and she saw how miserable she made him look...."arrrghhh" she punched on the bench real hard , her fists bled ,her tears were becoming uncontollable now. She  went out  threw towards him an extra shirt before going ....

She ran to her car and hurried to her house, she went to the washroom and put the shower on and cried her heart out , she felt pain , first , of seeing him love some other girl and second, the pain of seeing him in that miserable way and also which was caused by herself , she was guilty and angry on herself when she realised that she just tried to rape him. She wanted to kill herself , she started hating herself....
...she knew the best way was to keep him away  because she understood her feelingsp  and she thought it was too late , she cant control herself around him .....

She skipped school few days, Jimin and Jennie would often call her , she lied and said she was on vacation, she often wanted to see him but she didnot want to harm him....

After a week she went to her university but she ignored him as much as possible she wanted to say sorry but she didnot have the courage yet  .

He on the other side was angry on her at first , but when he couldnot see her , he felt something was missing , then the whole week , he felt as if it was suffocating him , he just wanted to see her , when he saw her the next day he wanted to stay with her , he missed her presence .

He understood she ignored him even when Nayeon and he had lunch she just ignored him and sat on another table , she never even stared at him like before it was as if he never existed...

He hated being ignored and it was crushing her twice to ignore him and see him with someone else , but she stayed away , never bothered to even look at him when suddenly one day when they both were in the lockers someone pushed her by mistake and she fell on him and their lips almost touched but she turned her face and his cheecks touched her lips ...

He hated being ignored and it was crushing her twice to ignore him and see him with someone else , but she stayed away , never bothered to even look at him when suddenly one day when they both were in the lockers someone pushed her by mistake and ...

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