Always the Bestfriend Never the Girlfriend (EDITING)

Chapter 13: You Changed

Did you ever think about how quickly things could change? Like one moment you hate someone and the next you actually don't know what to think about them? I basically described what's happening to me.

So here I am, lying on the couch thinking about what to do next. Do I speak to him? I mean yeah, I did say I forgave him, it's just everything changed. I feel like I don't even know how to talk to him about this, I want to know why he did all of those things he did to me. Starting off with hooking up with Sasha. That was the one I needed to know first.

Agreeing with the idea I just came up with, I swung my legs over to get off the couch but got tangled in the blanket and faceplanted to the floor, making a loud thud.

They probably heard that.

Groaning as I got up I rubbed my sore nose because that's what first hit the floor and was surprised to see an amused Kyle and Emmett trying to hold back a laugh.

It's amazing how Kyle acts just like Emmett. Should I be worried?

"Hi." I said biting the inside of my cheek

"Hi" Emmett said smirking

"Did you..Um...See me fall... on my face?" I asked looking at my feet

"Oh honey we were here, when you just layed on the couch for the past 20 minutes with a concerned yet frustrated face." Emmett said chuckling

"IT LOOKED LIKE YOU HAD TO POOP!" Kyle yelled. Then Emmett doubled over laughing causing me to blush as red as a tomato. Yay.

Once Emmett finally stopped laughing we were left in an awkward silence, so I thought it would be best to just try and talk to him.

"Hey Ky, go upstairs for a little while, I have to talk to Em quickly" I said not even sparing Emmett a glance and just looked at Kyle.

Kyle nodded and went upstairs without a word,

"What do you wanna talk about Nicky?" He asked confused

"Um I just had a few questions.." I trailed off

"Okay shoot," Em said sitting on the couch in front of me

"Why'd you do it?" I asked looking him in the eyes

"What?" He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion

"Why'd you put me through hell? Why'd you hook up with Sasha and say you didn't regret it? Why?" I said feeling the tears starting to form

"I don't know..." He said not bothering to make eyecontact

"Did you like seeing me hurt?" I said as my voice broke at the end of my sentence

"No of course not!" He defended himself

"Then why would you do that to me? Because I'm gonna tell you right now, it sucked knowing that you knew exactly what you were doing but continued to do it. It sucked that you knew how much I cared about you but you hooked up with Sasha and told me that you didn't regret it. It fucking sucked Emmett." I said as tears threatened to fall. But I knew that if they did, they woudn't stop, so I held it back.

"Nicky... why are you asking this now? After I tried how many times to say sorry to you, don't you know that the guilt is eating me away? That I never meant for it to go that far?" He said standing up so that we were face to face

"But it did" I said taking a step back and you could see the hurt flash through Emmett's eyes

"But what about me Nicky? Did you ever think about me the entire time you flirting with Ethan right in front of me? How jelous I was that he could call you his and that you couldn't be mine?" He asked taking a step foward so that we were face to face again

Little did he know that when I was Ethan that he was all I was thinking about.

"How was I suppose to know that you actually cared? You sure as hell didn't act like it. Emmett I feel like I don't even know you anymore." I said whispering the last part

"You changed" I said looking up at him to see him clenching and unclenching his jaw.

He looked hurt, angry, and another emtion I couldn't figure out. But I did know that this was because he knew I was right.

"But that's where you were wrong." He finished and started to turn around

"Where are you going?" I asked confused

"Out." He said not even bothering to turn around

"Why?" I asked

"Because I don't care and neither should you." He said and that's when I heard the door slam shut.

This time I wasn't the one to leave and I couldn't help but feel frustrated with just happened.

I really shouldn't have brought everything up.

But you needed to know.

That little voice inside my head was right, I did need to know. But right now I wish that I knew how to get Emmett back, because when Emmett starts shutting people out, it's very hard for them to get the door open again.

I let out an exasperated sigh and threw myself on the couch.

"What did I just do?" I whispered

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A/N

Kinda Short, Kinda not. I don't know. Excuse the errors please. I was having writers block, but I got another chapter out! Whoop Whoop!

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~Codi