Unshatter me

Chapter 20

Soo because it's long since I've published an update I present you another chapter. Oh and just to warn you it about to somehow go down.

And for those who might come at me for lack of proper details well imagine them yourself instead

"I'm sorry"

It didn't need a genius to figure out who said those two words.

I'm sure he didn't know how much I despised them.

'I'm sorry' , those were wo words that I heard so often in my life

'I'm sorry for hitting you', 'I'm sorry for leaving you', and so many other reasons that I' rather keep to myself.

"Why are you apologizing? You didn't do anything"

"That's, that's why I'm apologizing, I didn't do anything when he spoke to you that way"

"So you were eavesdropping huh" I scoffed as I looked at the star filled sky.

It really was beautiful

"If it helps, I taught him a lesson"

"Ever so violent huh"

"He shouldn't have talked to you like that"

"I wonder why you're speaking this way yet you do the exact thing he did just a few minutes ago everyday"

"Andrea "

"You tear me down every single damn day Alpha and you're never even sorry about it"

"Andrea list-.."

"You make me feel so worthless Alpha every single damn day, why do you do that?"

I don't know why but my voice broke at the end of it

I've been holding so much inside and there was something about him that made the things that I've worked so hard to contain to always want to break forth

"You really want to know why?"

"Yes !"

And with that he closed the distance between us and his lips met with mine

His arms wrapped around my waist lessening whatever distance was between us as he deepened the kiss

His hands travelled down to my lower back as his tongue made it's way into my mouth fighting for dominance

I couldn't tell right from wrong when that happened and time seemed to have slowed down

Everything and every rational thought in my mind seemed to disappear.

Seeing that I wasn't responding,he bit down on my lower lip as he pushed me against a wall that magically seemed to have appeared out of nowhere

His kisses were urgent and I could feel desperation and fear through them

And then, I did something that I never thought I would.

I ... I gave in.

I gave in to him.

And kissed him back with the same fervour and desperation.

I did that hoping to forget, even if it was for a minute that nobody would ever want me.

I kissed him back hoping that time would remain still even if it was for a few more minutes .

I kissed him back hoping that maybe ,this was a dream and that there were not going to be any consequences when this all stopped

On seeing that I responded, his hands began to wander further down south and his mouth latched on my neck.

Bliss

That's what I felt and when he reached a given spot, chills ran through my spine .

My fingers found their way into his hair and I couldn't help but run my fingers through it.

That made him suck even harder.

"Fuck, right there Alpha"

Those four words seemed to have made him snap

He picked me up and pushed me further even further against the wall.

"Mine"

His lips landed back to mine making him moan in approval.

Fuck, things were escalating too quick but I was beyond the line already.

There was no going back so why not enjoy it.

I tugged hard on his hair and began to grind hard on him.

I know that I probably looked like a dog in heat but only the skies knew how long I had been craving for this

Touch.

I craved for so long to be touched and it was finally happening and so, I chose to he greedy and take as much of it as I could.

"Drea,"

He breathed out as he pulled away from the kiss .

Our eyes met and fuck, it made me want more

His eyes were a shade darker and I could see pure lust in them

"Alpha"

"Drea"

"One last time, please"

"Drea we aren't thinking straight right now"he rasped out as his hands loosened

"Please, kiss me, one last time Alpha, because I know that this might never happen again,"

And with that ,he closed to he distance between us and this time he didn't hold back

Lips met teeth and tongue and my heart skipped a beat or two

My head and thoughts were muddled .

I didn't think about how he had hurt me before or what we would be after all this.

I even forgot that we were outside where everyone might have seen us.

Instead, I let my lust take over and kissed my alpha with everything that I had.

My alpha

Never had I thought that I would find my self saying that..

"Kiss me harder alpha,kiss me harder" I managed to say as I took a breath and he didn't hesitate

"Mine"

I let that word slide as I focused more on his lips on mine

Everything felt so surreal until it didn't anymore

"Oh my gosh"

That made me pull away from him.

Bella

Shit shit shit.

"This isn't what it looks like Bella"

The alpha however was unmoved instead his lips latched on my neck again

Fuck this was messed up

"Fucking hell put me down!"

That made him snap out of it.

He realised the situation we were in and pulled away.

He surprisingly placed me back on my feet gently before exhaling sharply.

He then glared at Bella.

I could feel his aura all around

He was using it on Bella

"Not a single word ,got it"

"Yes Alpha" Bella replied meekly

He gave me one last glance before walking away leaving me a bit confused.

When he was a distance away, Bella finally snapped out of it.

"Girl"

"I , it wasn't what it looked like Bella, I ,I never planned this it just happened and I don't know why it happened and I'm sorry fuck I don't know how it happened,I ..."

"Girl why you apologizing, I don't want no apologies I want the tea"