Chapter 39

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"Shit, this is fucked up"

Why was this fucked up? Well because this current situation I was now in was just too convenient. I wanted to leave this God forsaken place and now this opportunity had just presented itself.

This was too perfect. What if it was a trap? What if that devil of a Luna , Larissa planned this all out meticulously so as to give me so much hope then crush it underneath her feet once I  fell for it

The feel of a larger hand on top of my smaller one made me look up

It was Lucien looking at me with a very strange emotion in his eyes that I couldn't quite decipher

Why was he looking at me that way. Why was he holding my hand this way. Why did he look at me with so much sincerity and concern in his eyes

I had been hurt one too many times for me to just simply believe that he cared for me

Heck we just me once or twice so why would an absolute stranger go out of his way to make sure that I was okay,.

In fact how did he even manage to get my DNA sample to begin with

"How did you get my DNA sample?"

He sighed but never let go of my hand

"The first day we met, at the club. I had my suspicions and as I said, you look nearly identical to your mother"

"Is that why you e been nice to me? Is that why you acted like you cared in order to finish with this assignment "

He sighed again but this time he moved the papers aside and turned fully towards me

He tucked away the loose strand of hair that was getting in the way and smiled at me.

That somewhat startled me, not in the way I would expect to

I was startled because I felt my heart beat. Not once , neither was it twice or thrice

I could feel the heat crawl up my neck and a faint blush on my cheek

When was the last time I felt this way.

Fuck, this was too scary. I shouldn't be feeling this way. He is a stranger for fucks sake.

And I ....

I don't think I deserve to be happy.

The last time I thought that I deserve to be happy and to be loved, I got myself gutted and left for dead in the middle of a forest

"The moment I saw you, I knew that there was something special. It sounds cheesy and stupid but I felt a connection and I knew that if I ignored whatever I felt, I would regret it for the rest of my life.

Yes, I approached you at first with selfish intentions, I am not going to lie to you about that, but after getting to know you and your past and what you e gone through, my view and perspective of you changed completely.

I know of all the sacrifices you've made, all the selfless actions you e done and taken and all the hate, betrayal and unhappiness you had gotten afterwards,and that was why with or without you being the woman I was searching for, I knew that I just had to get you out of here

You being her makes things even easier. I know that this is scary and completely insane for you to trust a complete stranger as myself but for once in your life ,just take the risk and I promise it will be worth it.

There is nothing left for you in this forsaken world. How many times have you done so much only to receive so little. Heck, I was in the meeting held by the board members of the orphanage that you hold so dearly to your heart and do you know what they said? They said that you are inexperienced and that your stay had brought more harm than good not knowing the blood sweat and tears you gave in order to make the lives of the children better.

I know the kids mean so dearly to you but look at where it's all taking you

Don't pretend, I am aware of the teens that are currently in custody right now and I am aware of the disrespectful behavior everyone, including the damn omegas, that you tried so hard to make their lives better, are giving you

You give so much Andrea so damn much towards these wolves but what have you gotten back so far apart from trauma, disappointment, fear, scars, death threats and disrespect?

Andrea,let me get you out of here please and I swear that it will be worth it

I promise to take care of you, not that you can't take care of yourself, but for the first time, you'll have someone to take care of you and not the other way around and if you will have me, I would also want you to let me be part of your life.

For once please just be selfish and leave everything behind. Come with me, trust me , please. All you have to say is yes Andrea. All you have to say is yes "

Shocked was beyond the feeling that I currently felt at the moment

I mean who wouldn't be if one was told all these words that held so much power and truth

I've been lied to one ,I have been lied to severally, but never had the lies that I'd been lied to have such a hold on me

I wanted to trust this man that held my hand so carefully as if I would break

If what he was saying was true then my life would change completely and I would be...happy? Fulfilled?

But what if it were lies? What if he was just all talk? What if he just wanted to take advantage of my current situation and leave me after he got what he wanted

All these questions rushed through my mind leaving me with no solution.

I then looked at my current situation and my possible future in this place then made a decision that my future self would for  sure make it again

"Yes"

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