Mesmerized By Her (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 2

KIVRIEL'S POV

Around 10 am nakarating din ako sa apartment.

Ang tahimik ng bahay pag dating ko, perks of living alone.

I have this habit of talking to myself in my head when I'm alone. I prefer this than to talk with humans because I'm not comfortable either.

HUMANS ARE ANNOYING! whether you make sense or not, they will still judge you based on their warped humor and opinions, who am I to disagree? I'm also a human, people nowadays persistently assert their messed-up beliefs and harsh words at others, even when it has nothing to do with their lives

Instead of minding their own business, they love to criticize someone.

ironic

I have a few trusted friends, and I'm content with having them in my life, but sometimes I just want to rip their neck.

My family? I'd rather not talk about them.

So I'm living alone for two months now for specific reasons, it's heaven! except the college part, I'm not lazy, masipag naman ako mag aral sadyang hindi ko lang masyado bet ang human interaction.

Wala naman akong choice, depende na lang kung may college na tumatanggap lang ng isang student.

absurd idea.

I was cooking chicken adobo nang may narinig akong ingay.

meow meow meow~

saan na naman kaya galing 'tong pusa na 'to.

I looked around and saw my cat walking towards me.

Binuhat ko si radj at nag titigan kami parehas ng masama, hinimas himas ko ang ulo n'ya.

Cats are cool, they can be sweet and clingy yet snob.

Napulot ko si radj last month nong napadaan ako sa farm.

Malaki na rin s'ya nong napulot ko. I caress his fur, nakatitig s'ya sa'kin ng masama.

Tamo 'tong pusa na 'to, mas matindi pa anger issues kesa sa'kin, sobrang dungis n'ya non and I tried to look for his owner pero wala naman kaya binitbit ko na lang din pauwi.

Nong una mailap s'ya ang dami kong nakuhang kalmot pag paligo lang sa kaniya.

Napatalon ako gulat nong kinarmot n'ya ang kamay ko.

Tumingin ako sa kaniya ng masama.

"What's with your attitude radj? gusto mo huwag kita pakainin ha?" Nilapag ko s'ya sa counter and I backed off a little from him and pointed him.

He looked at me intently at mukhang naiintindihan n'ya sinabi ko kaya tumalon sa'kin bigla at nag lambing.

See? cats are cool! I patted his head and proceed to give him a food.

Pag kababa ko sa kaniya nag simula na s'ya kumain at bumalik na ako sa pag luluto.

After ko mag luto sa sala na rin ang tumambay at kumain para manuod ng TV.

My favorite movies are Flipped and the Amazing Spider-Man napanuod ko lahat ng series non pero ang pinakabet ko ay 'yong si Andrew Garfield ang gumanap.

Damang dama ko and character n'ya although wala hindi naman lahat relatable pero dude 'yong namatay si Gwen? That surely hurts!

Hindi ako masyadong mahilig manuod ng TV minsan ko lang magamit ito.

I prefer to read wattpad stories and watched TikTok drooling over Jennie Kim.

While watching I grab my phone to check my socmed.

Naka dnd pala ako bago pumasok sa classroom kanina.

May nakita akong friend request and message request so out of curiosity tinignan ko.

great, the nosy seatmate.

I stalked her account, well she's quite famous here at ang cool ng tignan ng account n'ya.

I  also checked her messages.

damn, bakit nga ulit ako pumayag makipag kaibigan sa kaniya?

I sighed, she added me to the group chat.

BSIT CT 1A LEGENDS ha? ano sila? bayani? corny ass.

May pinag uusapan sila and poll, I don't get it.

Bakit need pa sa messenger pag usapan if pwede naman bukas?

Lumapag si Allyna. I stalked her account, wala s'ya masyadong picture except sa cover photo with her family tapos farm ang background.

Farm? familiar 'yong farm, So 8 sila? hmmm interesting.

She's pretty talaga damn pero 'yong attitude? nevermind.

While intently looking to her cover photo I accidentally tap the react button oh shit shit shit.

Dali dali kong pinindot 'yong react button.

Dude that photo was taken last three years ago ano na naman katangahan mo sa buhay? mag nonotif 'yon sa kaniya.

I mentally scolded myself.

I turned off my phone at bumuntong hininga, nilibot ko ang tingin sa apartment ko.

Tumingala ako ako sa kisame.

So many thoughts running on my mind. I'm thinking about my future, I only have 4 years.

No, 3 and and half year na lang.

May malaking responsibility nag hihintay sa'kin at pwede pang mapadali, one mistake and I will be doom.

Ang bilis ng panahon, parang kelan lang.

I was enjoying my childhood memories with my friends then this pandemic happened.

Wala ako masyadong maalala sa mga ganap sa 4 years of pandemic era, ewan ang blurred lately pag iniisip ko kung anong naganap last 4 years.

Sumasakit lang ulo ko kakaisip, basta ang alam ko oc and mag babad sa socmed nong grade 10 ako.

Hindi ko alam kung anong pinagagawa ko nong senior high, probably the same lang din nong g10 ako, weird.

Sign of aging na ata.
Iniisip ko rin dinanas ko, it's not that bad pero iba epekto sa'kin pag naalala ko nangyare samin.

damn kiv don't even dare to think about them would you?

I sighed to myself.

After an hour staring at my ceiling and drowning in my own thoughts. I decided to clean my mess and turned off the TV and go upstairs.

I take a warm bath and jump to my bed.

Finally, heaven!

Goodnight cruel world, welcome to dreamland with my beloved jennie kim.

Makikipag kapwa tao na naman ako bukas kaya need ko ng lakas.

wrong grammar ulit, eedit ko 'to pag may time hehehe asa byahe ako while doing this eh. anyways, indecisive pa ako sa plot na story. Iniisip ko pa, depende ata sa nararamdaman ko kada makikita ko crush ko.