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Lunch .

Zayns POV

Walking back from Nialls place I rewind to all Rosie and I's moments .what if I kissed her that day at the waterfall ? What if I told her how I feel sooner if I only knew .

I felt broken and stupid because I really like her and I've liked her for a while but i was to stupid to realize it . I was blinded by her bad doings but I neglected all her positive qualities .

If only I understood my feelings . If I could only realize quicker .

I feel so shit now and I lost Rosie . I lost her to Niall .

Walking , my phone rings . Lazily I pull it pour of my pocket . Layla , what does she want now .

Layla : hey , baby .

Zayn : I'm not in the mood , Layla .

Layla : what's wrong baby ?

Zayn : Layla stop .

Layla : I just wanted to call and tell you that I'm sorry --

Zayn : for what ?my day just started but it's already been shit ! Now you wanna apologize for making my dad hate me even more ? For making the girl I like hate me ?! You know what ? I shouldn't of ever fucking speak to you ! You are one of my biggest regret , Layla .

Layla : I'm sorry you feel that way bu-

Zayn : well that's the way it is , bye Layla

Layla : Zayn wai-

Zayn : Layla , I'm done !!

Layla : fuck ! Can you fucking shut up listen !?

Zayn : fine .

Layla : I told the truth okay ?! You're fucking fine !! So why fucking trip on me when I fucking did nothing .

Zayn : well maybe you shouldn't of started this whole thing I. The fucking first place !

Layla : so I call you to apologize and I end as the bad guy , great .

Zayn : you've always been the bad guy , Layla !

Layla : oh , really ? Don't you think that you could have been in jail by now ?

Zayn : what the fuck are you talking about ?

Layla : poor Zayn doesn't remember . Those parties we went to and he got drunk of his ass . Babe , you used me so badly it left many bruises ...

Zayn : what are trying to say ?!

Layla : I can charge you with rape .

Zayn : the fuck !! You ducking enjoyed my sex so it's not rape !! Fuck you are sick ... Bye Layla .

Layla: Zayn wai-

Before she could finish her sentence I turned the phone of .

I sighed as I walked towards my house . I approach it and I see my dad sitting on the porch .

I try to ignore him but then he clears his throat to make me realize him . I still ignore it until he grabs my arm .

"Zayn"he says and I pull away .

"What?"I spit angrily .

"Don't speak to me like that !"he shouts and I roll my eyes .

"But I thought I wasn't your son ? I thought that I wasn't a Malik ? And now you want to talk to me ... I'm sorry but I'm not going to be thrown around like a piece of sh-"before I finished my whole trip moment my father stands up with pure anger in his eyes .