creating constellations

to you, part four.

you always talk about how much you want to be someone else, to inhabit someone else's bones, for all their lovey features to be your own.

but darling you'll find that when that happens you'll only find more insecurities, any idea of perfection you thought that person had will vanish, features you love will change into flaws the instant they are yours.

you may not like much about yourself, but you won't be comfortable in anyone else's skin, it wouldn't fit right, even that person has things to keep them up at night.

you are not anyone else but yourself, and so many people will love the things you refer to as flaws. if you could see through someone else's eyes, maybe you wouldn't worry so much.