"I-I- uhh... Wait, what?" I stuttered. My heart was racing and I could feel the blood rushing through my veins. "Did you just ask me to kiss you?"
"Yeah... I did." He sounded so calm and relaxed and his voice just made me crave him even more. When you are this attracted to someone, your body does what it wants, reason doesn't apply anymore and you act on instinct. I took a quick, short breath and lunged forward to where my lips met his. I felt his hand tangle into the hair at the back of my head and our eyes fluttered shut. I pulled him closer to me and our bodies we painfully close to touching. He finally sat up on my lap, facing me, his legs wrapped around my waist and he inched closer without creating space between our lips. His warm and soft, yet firm chest was pressed against mine and my body relaxed.
"Thank you." He mumbled against my lips. I just groaned in response and that made him kiss me deeper. My heart was beating out of control and I could feel his heartbeat too.
Finally after 7 short minutes of just the both of us being hormonal, sloppy kissing, befuddled messes, an alarm went off in my brain and I pulled away from him. What were we doing? I don't even know if i love Blaine. I have feelings for him, and some of them are in that kind of way, but I don't know if I actually love him.
"What's wrong?" He asked me. His voice was rough and breathless and it gave me the urge to connect our lips again, but i looked away from him and resisted.
"This." I said softly. "This is wrong."
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It's Always Been You
FanfictionBoth Kurt and Blaine are struggling in their lives right now. Kurt is dealing with his fathers death and being abandoned by Finn and Carole, and he has to accept the fact that Blaine is just in a relationship. But unknown to Kurt, Blaine's relations...
