The Almost Kiss |Becstin|

Chapter 22. I Will Get Revenge

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(Becky's P.O.V)

Cody, I think we should take a break...

The line was quiet but I knew he hasn't hung up because I could hear him breathing fast.

I couldn't tell if he was crying or not but it kinda seemed like he was and I instantly felt bad because I know he loves me.

I love him but I can't give him the attention he needs if my mind is always focused on Austin so I guess I thought taking a break would be better for now.

Cody... please say something... I whispered.

Whatever.. He mumbled, and just like that he hung up without giving me a chance to speak.

Sigh. I sat down rubbing my forehead because I had a terrible headache and I don't know why but I suddenly have the urge to cut.

It's been a while yes but I feel like I deserve it for hurting Cody and Austin.. it's all my fault.

Just like that I went to the bathroom and I did what I had the urge to do, and I did it worse this time.

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I woke up at 4 am on my bathroom floor, my wrists and thighs throbbing with pain as I tried to get up.

Ouch.. shit... I whimpered outloud.

I had really outdone it this time as I hissed in pain bandaging my not so good cuts up.

I'm such a worthless piece of shit god damnit I muttered.

I pulled myself up, hobbled out of the bathroom into my room, and fell on my bed.

Ughhhhhhhhhhh!

I really wasn't tired now even though it was almost 5 am.

To fix my boredom, I decided to play Dumb Ways To Die on my phone.

Then I got bored of that and went on youtube in search of some music that I really like.

Then I finally found one of my favorite favorite songs called Chains by Nick Jonas.

As it started playing I sung along softly trying to take my mind off the pain.

With her wine-stained lips, yeah, she nothing but trouble
Cold to the touch but she's warm as a devil
I gave her my heart but she wont heal my soul
She takes 'til I break and I can't get more

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love
You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me
(Hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey)
Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me

Alone in the night 'til she knocks on my door
Oh no, wasted again but I can't say no (no)
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Gave you my heart but you took my soul

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love
You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me
(Hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey, hey-ey-ey-ey)
Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me

Hey-ey-ey-ey [4x]

You got me in...

Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Baby tell me why, why you do, do me wrong
Gave you my heart but you took my soul

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love
You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
But I wouldn't change, no, I wouldn't change this love

Tryna break the chains but the chains only break me

#yougotmeinchains

As the song ended I noticed that the pain has gone down a bit which is a relief because it was annoying me.

I decided that tomorrow I would visit Austin again because all I need right now is sleep so I won't be so tired and fall asleep while driving.

(Cody's P.O.V) ( SURPRISE )

I hung up on her because I was really mad and sad.

I even ended up punching a hole in my wall.

I was so angry and you know what I blame it all on Austin.

Hes trying to take her from me but you know what that isn't going to happen, I won't let that happen, I get what I want when I want it.

My hand really hurts... I should probably bandage it up, why the fucken did I punch the fucken wall fucken austin fucken mahone.

I now know that in order to keep Becky as mine, I have to get rid of Austin and make sure she never sees or contacts him again.

I really fucken hate him, he can go die in a hole, and I never liked him anyway he somehow annoyed me.

Becky's mine all mine no one else and if I can't have her virginity then no one else can.

But I promise you this, next time she refuses I'm not gonna stop, and I won't go easy either.

She has hurt me and I'll hurt her back as revenge and if rape is the answer then so be it.

Now all I need to do is get back on her good side, make her trust me again, then jackpot.

And with that Cody went to sleep and decided that tomorrow he would go to Becky's house because who knows when she'll see Austin again.