The Almost Kiss |Becstin|

Chapter 11. I'm going crazy

Hey guys!!!! sorry that it has been a while

since I have updated I feel really awful.

Forgive me? :3 You dont have too... if you dont want too dont worry. haha. I've been busy with basketball and school and whenever I had free time, my lazy arse was too lazy to update

So half of this is pretty much my fault

Lol. you probably want to get to the story now

I won't keep you waiting♡ xD haha love yall.

P.S. Dont forget to comment and vote for my chapters.

Thank you for getting me over 100 votes. it means alot. c:

And if you have any ideas, dont be scared to comment or inbox me, anytime. I won't ignore you. I'll answer.

~ Grace♡

(Austin's P.OV )

I wont let this go. Becky and I are growing apart and I don't like it.

We used to be so close and the best of friends that told eachother everything... what has gone wrong...

When I saw her with Cody... I admit I kinda felt jealous. BUT only because I wished it was me that was with her.

I miss the old times when me and her would hang out, joke, and play.

But for some reason all of this has changed.

I feel so confused. I feel like she is mad at me.

I don't think I have done anything wrong though so... she doesn't really have a reason to be mad...

Hmm.. Maybe it's that time of the month.

Probably. I mean come on what else could it be haha.

Cause I didn't do anything right? right? Yeah.

I'm a good guy, I would never hurt her.

Never... if I ever did hurt her I would feel really bad, and be on my knees apologizing.

Yeah that's how much I love her.

But as a friend of course.

Shes my bestfriend.

It would be weird if me and her were to date.

In some ways she's like a sister to me kinda.

I don't know. it's complicated. I feel a lot of feelings or emotions towards her.

None are bad though, I don't think.

Damn.. I really need to talk to her and fix this before our friendship is gone.

And I dont want that. I can't let that friendship go to waste...

I need to stop talking in my head...

I think I'm going crazy haha.

Well who doesn't love a crazy guy. haha..

Now I'm just being a weirdo.