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The Almost Kiss |Becstin|

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He couldn't stop thinking about the almost kiss he had with her. neither could she.. will this ruin their friendship..!?! or bring it to the next level???? or will it cause more drama.... triggers: Selfharm, Swearing, Sad Scenes, Blood

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Chapter 26. Lovin So Hard

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by 18IsALarrySong

by 18IsALarrySong

(Becky's P.O.V)

I just layed there feeling scared to death.

I kept whispering to myself that it was only a dream and that Cody did not take my virginity.

Still I couldn't get the images out of my head..

I'm seriously gonna start having nightmares..

Why me.. why Cody..

He used to be so different what happened to him, what happened to this cute, sweet, and nice blonde guy I really grew to love a lot (friend wise).

I mean seriously it's like he's on his meriod.

Except there's a bit violence and lust involved.

He's always so angry when I talk about Austin.

I mean did I hurt Cody that bad...?

~|~

I arrived at the hospital in my car thankfully having no run ins with Cody.

I parked my car, got out, and locked it.

I walked in the hospital suddenly feeling really nervous because I was really worried.

The lady at the desk looked up and gave me a small smile.

She was the lady from last time.

Hi.. I'm here for more information on Austin Mahone's incident and if he's okay or not.

Ahh yes, according to the doctor, both of his ribs are broken and if he survives he would have to have a wheelchair or crutches for a couple of weeks sadly
She replied.

If he survives.. that sentence ran in my head repeatedly.

Um.. is it alright if I see him? I asked carefully.

Well I'm not sure, I would have to ask the doctor sweetie she said with a look of pity.

I felt like crying, I was so scared he would die and then I would be forced to be with Cody by his threats.

She saw that I was about to cry and told me to hold on.

She grabbed the phone and dialed a number, it rung for a bit before someone picked up.

Ahh yes, Dr. Vodafone there is a girl here whom is very close friends with Austin Mahone is it alright if she visits him for a while, just a for while please! The nurse plead.

He replied and she smiled, hanging up the phone.

Ms. Gomez, the doctor said that it's quite alright for you to visit Mr. Mahone the nurse said with a happy look.

Giving her a look of gratitude, I trudged down the hallway, going in the elavator.

I was practically bouncing on her toes from being really happy.

When I arrived on the 13th floor, I went to his room.

Slowly I walked into the room seeing Austin laying there looking so beautiful yet terrible.

I pulled a chair up besides him and grasped his cold hand in mine, rubbing it trying to get it warm.

(O that sounded wrong oops)

That's when I decided to sing a song outloud, it was a song I wrote the other day but haven't released it yet.

It was called Lovin So Hard.

I started singing softly, while looking at Austin.

You're the one I wanna talk about, talk about
Had a few but you knock 'em out, knock 'em out
Might just let you meet my mama now, mama now
Might just let you lock it, lock it down
'Cause I've been loving how you are with me, are with me
Ain't no fussing, ain't no arguin', arguin'
Every plane needs a pilot, pilot
Tell me baby who you're flying with?

Like ooh ah, wanna, wanna be around you
Got me breaking, breaking all of my rules oh
It's all the little things that you do
That got me like ooh (ooh)

When I wake up
You're the first thing that comes to mind
Wanna see you like all the time
Yeah we be lovin' so hard
When I wake up
You're the first thing that comes to mind
Wanna see you like all the time
Yeah we be lovin' so hard

We be lovin'
We be lovin' so hard
We be lovin'
We be lovin' so hard
Ain't nobody love him like I love him
Ain't nobody steal him
Damn we be lovin' hard
We be lovin'
We be lovin' so hard
We be lovin'
We be lovin' so hard
I'm miss him when I'm holding him
Miss him when I'm kissing him
Damn we be lovin' hard

Tryna find, find the words to say, words to say
To describe what you mean to me, mean to me
Side by side like a yin and yang, yin and yang
Like the stair up to my little wing

And it'd be hard, it'd be hard at times, hard at times
But in the dark boy you are my light, are my light
The boom boom to my dynamite, dynamite
Baby you, you my ride or die

Like ooh ah, wanna, wanna be around you
Got me breaking, breaking all of my rules oh
It's all the little things that you do
That got me like ooh (ooh)

As I finished singing, That's when I felt his hand squeeze mine...

Hehe don't you just love cliffhangers.

Anyways check out my new book.

Its not like a story book it's just a book full of photos of Austin and Becky (:

Its called ~|Images|~|Becstin|~

Thoughts on Austin squeezing her hand?

Thoughts on the doctor letting her in?

Thoughts on Cody's behavior?