Ishq-e-ruhani

Chapter-10 ( Ibadat - ishq )

Kabir pov:

"How can you do this kabir how can you hurt such a pure soul " dhruv said ,

' Yes I did it I called her and tell her that everything is over between us I break her heart and it didn't bother me that much but the thing that bother me is that she was crying when she called me'

'But why why I am even bothering myself for this also I don't have any feelings for her and it's is final '

" I didn't do anything she was the one who assumed things I never said that I like her or love her it's not my fault " I replied

" Yahh how it can be your fault it's her fault that she assumed your all these fake emotions , worries and every thing as love right . "

" I ts all her fault that she can't see your real face behind all your love " he said with sarcasm,

" Look dhruv I am not bound to answer anyone and I am leaving for airport " I said

" But atlest stay for Aditi's reception yaar"

" No I can't OK now bye " I said left from their .

Ruhani pov:

"Ani please open your eyes , Ani " faint voices were coming

I slowly open my eyes and it took me a min to recognize were I am and tears were started flowing from my eyes as I remember what happened ,

"Ani are you okay " Aditi said

" Adi wh...where is ka..Kabir " I asked controlling my tears ,

"He left " she said , and that's it my whole world collapsed ,

' No.. no.. no how how can he go leaving me like this '

" No.. no ,he can't leave yo..you were lying naa ca..call him I want talk " I said with trembling voice

" No Ani he left , he left tomorrow " she said

And the thing ' tomorrow' strike in my mind ,

" To ...tomorrow how, how I came here and how much time I be faint " I asked

" From last 2 days " she said

"And ,and he didn't came to look me" I asked

" No he didn't even know about your condition " she answered

' Ohh so he didn't even look after me ' mind started recalling his talks

" It's all over " "it's all for revenge "

He said it's just for revenge my heart clench and shattered into pieces ,

My tears dry in my eyes and my mind blank

"Leave me alone" I said

" But Ani" " I said naa leave me alone " I said in a plain voice and everyone left ,

I came toward balcony and look outside it was dark,

My eyes were plainly stairing at the moon and my mind recalls every thing how we met how things started and what happened at my home and then how things ended .

And the result came with a shattered hurt left with nothing me ,

It seems like my emotions died , I can't feel anything any more I can't feel any sensation in my heart it just nothing left in me all plain and used just like someone used me till my every emotion died and then left me emotion less .

Now it seems like I can't even hate someone know it was also an emotion

I laughed loudly at myself at my condition and my foolishness to think that any one can also love me ,

That I can also taste the sweetness of love but it came out just my imagination

Today in this laughter my every ounce of emotion came to an end now I'm left with nothing just a died heart and an injured soul that's all ..

Kabir pov:

All the time in flight my mind was just thinking about her I don't know why but just her voice during call I roaming in my mind a d it feels like their a heavy stone on my chest that didn't help me in breathing .

My flight landed and I shook my head and remove all thought from my mind thinking it's just my overgthinking nothing else..

Present :

" Mohabbat- e- kaifiat me hm yu
giraftar ho rhe

Taqdeer -e - ishq ki syahi me fannah ho rhe

Ye Jo dar-e - deewar hmare gwaah hai

Jinke ird gird hmari duniya hai vo

kisi or ki nigaho me apna Jha talash kr rhe "

I read all her letters and it dreadful to know that she kept waiting for me till today and still today she she loved me like nothing else

But but what if that love is no more what if she she hates me

I kept thinking all this and don't know when sleep take over me

" Kabir "Sneha voice came ,

" Yess " I asked in my sleepy voice

" Kabir wake up she regained
consciousness " she said and I jump from my sleep ,

" She.... she.... is she okay " I asked

" Yahh but she is not saying anything I mean she is not talking to us " she said

" Ohhh , you go I am coming in sometime " I said and left with a nod ;

' How, how the hell I'm going to face her , how I'll see in her eyes , how I'll talk to her knowing she is in this condition because of me how '.

After getting fresh I move toward her room with light steps and heavy heart
I don't know what is going to be happen.

I just know that any statement any testimony is not going to be worth of what I had done ,

Any thing just can't justify my action that I took 3 years before ,

I took a deep breath breath and stand in front of her room and opened the door

There she was lying on the bed stairing at the ceiling with plain eyes and pale face .

" Rooh " I called her

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