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"What are you doing here ?"
These word came out of Kabir but not that loud for the person in front of him to listen .
Their on the terrace ruhani was standing at the edge looking at the night sky and singing
'Yaara Seeli Sili, Birha Ki Raat Ka Jalna
Yaara Seeli Sili, Yaara Sili Sili
O Yaara Sili Sili, Dhola Sili Sili
Yaara Seeli Sili, Birha Ki Raat Ka Jalna
Yeh Bhi Koi Jeena Hai, Yeh Bhi Koi Jeena Hai
Yeh Bhi Koi marna'
Kabir was their listening to her and looking at her face that was drench with tears whom she's trying hard to stop from flowing
He moves toward her with light steps
'Yaara Sili Sili, Birha Ki Raat Ka Jalna
Yaara Sili Sili, Dhola Sili Sili
Tooti Hui Choodiyon Se Jodoon Yeh Kalaai Main
Pichhli Gali Mein Jaane Kya Chhod Aayi Mai
Beeti Hui Galiyon Se, Beeti Hui Galiyon Se
Phir Se Guzarna
Yaara Sili Sili, Dhola Sili Sili.......'
Ruhani was standing when a hand came from behind and curl on her waist she shocked for a second but then realize who it was
"What are you doing here " he asked keeping his chin on her shoulder
" Nothing , why are you here this time" she asked wiping her tears and trying to came out of his hold
He tighten his hold on her not much to hurt her and move her toward himself to see her face but she kept her face down not letting him see .
Her face was down but he can see the traces of tears on her face he kept his finger on her chin to see her but she her eyes down because some where she know that if she saw him she can't stop the tears the volcano in her heart that is in his verge to erupt
Kabir lift her face and saw her keeping her eyes down her face was shining with the light of moon that enchanted her beauty million time her long lashes resting on her cheeks her pink lips that was now silent
Kabir didn't say anything just hug her making her flinch and then normal
She kept her head on his head and melt in the warmness of his arms letting her tears flow
After sometime of sobbing she asked
"Why did you left me Kabir, you really never love ?
She asked in a low and not believing voice like she was telling herself that it's not true their is something.
She looked up to see him already looking at her
"I never left you rooh you were always with me in my mind in my heart in my soul you were always with me...
I always loved my rooh I know I have hurt you and I am ready to compensate for all my mistakes but don't hate me rooh pleasee" he said
Ruhani looked at him and saw water collecting at the corner of his eyes
"I... i never hated you Kabir I.. how can I how can I hate you
Ham nafrat usse karte hai jisse mohabbat krte hai lekin Maine to Tumse ishq Kiya hai or ishq me nafrat ki gunjaish nhi hoti Kabir "
she said and cried to all her heart .
"Yo..you know Kabir that day when I call you wh..what happened" she said in between her sobs
"Yess I remember you were crying I.. I am sorry for not listening to you...."
She cut her in between and said
"Th..that day mo..mom died in morning and th..they didn't let me see her once they said th..that I...iam the reason of her dead and throw me out of the house without letting me see my mom one last time ....."
"The...they said that I.. iam a bad luck a bad omen for them " she said and cried with all her heart letting her her all miseries flow out that were stored in her heart from all those 3 years
She says everything for what her heart was aching this long to tell him to let him know from what thing she suffered
At this time Kabir was shocked or you say drown in the ocean of guilt to not listen her that day to leave her alone that day he can't even think from what she had gone through that day .
He can't even feel a bit of pain that she felt that day .
"I..iam sorry rooh I am sorry for not being their for you but I promise from now I'll always be their for you always I promise " he said
'I wish I can tell you why I was not here for you I wish I can tell you why I left you here all alone I wish ' he thought
After few minutes he looked at her and found her drown in sleep
She was already tired with the function and now all this crying didn't helped her much in waking up
He looked at her for few minutes and then lift her up in his arms and came down from terrace to her room and laid her in bed while kept looking at her face he move some strands of hair that were blocking her view to her face and peck her forehead
He was moving from her side when a hand captures his
He looked down to see a sleeping ruhani
holding his hand tightly like all her world depends on it
He removes her hand and move out from room taking a view of her tugging her blanket .
He entered his room and laid down on bed looking at the ceiling thinking about everything that happen and slowly sleep took over him
"Badi muddato ke baat ayii hai ye
Raat
Aj hm hai unki aagosh me leke apne saare Gamo ki yaad
Is tavakko me ki ye hmare Gamo ka hai Khatma
Pr kise pta muqaddar ki ye sharayate
Kahi ye hi naa ho hmare Gamo ki shuruaat ....."
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