Starman | BTS 8th Member | *ੈ✩‧₊˚(editing)

9.

"where are you going?" jimin called from the sofa.

"out" I said simply putting on my shoes. i was in a bad mood. no other reason being then just feeling like sulking.

"Oo can I come" he jumped up to his eyes shone for no reason.

"Yeah, why not" I said waiting for him as he put on his trainers. 

"so where are we going" he had to jog to stay alongside me. 

"Anywhere i don't care" I said , i just wanted to go out. maybe buy some sweets.

"That means you don't mind if we go to the big shop" he said in a sing-song voice

"I mean if we don't have to walk far." I mumbled.

"That's great" he jumped. It took about 20 minutes to get there, taking a few short cuts to avoid populated areas. Jimin was talking about something. I had to admit i wasn't listening, my head was hurting still, making paying attention very difficult. i had slept very little since jimins birthdays. 

"You're not listening are you?" He looked a bit putout, he already knew my answer. I snapped out of my thoughts

"uh no" I said before I could think, making jimin give me a disgusted look, as if he didnt think id say it out loud. i didnt either im just as shocked as he is. "im sorry jimin" i frowned.

"i didnt- i mean-"

He fell silent. a petty one. 

this bothered me, even if i was fully in the wrong, he  could always go back home. hes the one who wanted to tag along.

but i did feel guilty for not listening, i hated it when people did it to me, so its a bit cheeky of me to do it to others.

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We looked around a few shops Jimin not taking anymore. i was feeling increasingly more low by the minute. 

"Hey, do you wanna get some coffee?" I said looking around, noticing a little shop on a corner. jimin liked cute cafes. 

 "It's too packed, we will get recognized," he said coldly. 

well, atleast i tried.

"fine" i said shortly , breathing sharply.

I nodded my eyes wondering to a stationary shop. My eyes widened slightly. 

"Hey let's go in there!" I pointed excitedly Jimin looked at me, his eyes emotionless, face coved with a mask.

"No, I don't want to."  he looked even more coldly at me. i repressed an eye roll. this group lacks maturity.  

"You can go by yourself" he said in a monotone voice, I felt like. He was regretting going with me altogether.

"suit yourself." I turned around and started crossing the road to the shop. its his loss. 

Jimin pov ⋆

"We should go shopping for more than a couple of items"

"You need some more clothes because no offence all you wear is black"

"And I was thinking we should go get some coffee?" I skipped beside him

"We can go to a photo booth too, i want to take some photos, they have really good photo booths"

 i stopped. I felt like i was rambling. I wasn't. It was because jisung wasn't replying. He was looking ahead, eyes glazed and not listening.

"You're not listening are you?" I was sad, i wanted to do all these things with him but he wasn't listening. Why would he say yes to me coming if he wasn't going to talk?